March 30, 2007

PRAY IN DAILY LIFE

Ok... so most of you know that I love to sing and in public. I have noticed since I had my last babe that I can't seem to get it together like before. So SIMPLE ENOUGH TO FORGET, I had not thought about praying about it. I honestly about 2 weeks ago prayed a simple prayer the Lord to help me to rely on him to get it right...SO REALLY THIS WORKS...here was the situation:
On the stage, in front of a large group at area church get together where everyone was a stranger, music playing and the my duet partner was sing and I was up next... then it hit me... that little voice in my head saying" YOU DON'T KNOW ALL THE WORDS, YOU ARE GOING TO MISS A NOTE, YOU CAN'T DO IT."While he sang, like with in 1 or two bars before I was to start, I prayed a simple pray for the Lord to guide my lips and voice so that others would hear him and not me and gave it to him. I performed on key with perfection that only God could give. THEN...Satan got angry. I have found the last couple of weeks several weaknesses that I have always found a way to get from and now Satan is using these to mess me up... Mistakes @ work, eating wrong, etc... He is trying the little things to slip me up. By the way, he is doing a fairly good job... I have to triple think and step back often to get the whole view of what he trying to get me to do.. Like yesterday, I was right now depressed and not feeling well and letting it get me deeper and deeper in pain and sorrow THEN I remembered to prayed about and he sent a little rain shower which he knew would brightens my days because it reminds me that God uses it to wash away the dust and reveal his Glory... I caught it and Thanked him for it. NOW I am really praying. I am on our pray list anytime at church but now I really feel like a pray warrior. Did I mention, my hub took his final test to be state certed and he did not feel confident about it but it was lifted in pray and guess what...yep...certed. Please remember to pray for our teachers and students these days. There is so much on their plate these days that I know that I would have had a harder time in school than I did.....and our Military here and abroad. REMEMBER MOST OF THEM SEE THE GOOD THEY ARE DOING SO...DON'T ALWAYS BELIEVE THE MEDIA... SATAN HAS IT UNDER IS THUMB AND WANTS US ALL TO BELIEVE THAT THIS IS NOTHING GOOD IN THE WORLD...JUST LOOK AT THE SUN AND WAY A FLOWER BLOOMS... GOD SENT THE SUN TO KISS YOUR FACE, AND A BLOOM TO TELL YOU THAT HE IS JEALOUSLY IN LOVE WITH YOU...

On a side note: I am doing Relay for life again this year but it has been such a busy March and now April more so, I can't do much to help raise the funds for our team. Every weekend this month now is dedicated to something...Choir presentation 2 different weekends, a wedding, relay for life... WOW... Hold on for the ride it for it will be a long one. Then add on top of it that I am also praying for many in my family physical and spirital that are expecting and or have a new babe at home. I am one busy lady but in the mist of all this, I am at peace knowing that God is in control and as long as I turn to him when I start to doubt he will bring a rain to clear my vision... That does not mean that he will take it away but show me the right way to view it and how to proceed... on bended knees....

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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