Walking in Light of the SON

WhirlWind Summer....

2010-08-10T11:56:00.002-05:00

Well... what a summer... didn't we just begin this time of year....?

Updates:
My mom went back to school this week. She still has a limp and we found out that she has a clipped nerve in her leg that is giving her some pain that is mobility limiting and limited movement still. She had an MRI done last week and will go back tomorrow to get the results and find out that they need to do from there. Her syatic nerve is being pinched too... what a bummer....My Dad is run fast and furious as usual and never seem to slow down at work. As a private contractor and one of the most hard working/persnickity men I know, he really runs down fast..... through in older eelments and he is a mess....My in laws are hanging in there. My dad in law has been having health issues that seem to never go away...however he never tells anyone anything until it is really bad...we have to watch him like a hawk. My mom in law is a guru in the worry and fret department but just keeps on keeping on... Leave it to parents to just amaze you in life...

My sis and Bro in law are well. Coaching family that is always hopping... Caleb is now about 8 months and such a cool cat.. My sis-n-law and bro-n-law will be officially married 1 yr in August 15th... Wow... it has been trying for them in many ways... but they are learning....

On to us--- My spouse is gearing up for the fall sports as a side coach. His passion is teaching but has gotten ropped into coaching each year. I now know why... he said that he wants to qualify for the Boston Marathon soon... He coaches the running sports and can run with the best of them... the old man can out run most of the younglings... it is fun to hear the stories... The kids are growing like weeds. My youngest has taken on growing and playing as his goal in life. He is about 3" shy of this sibling who is 3 yrs older and petite. Did i mention that he will be 5 this year?? Wow how they grow. My eldest is looking forward to school and learning to write in cursive. She is reading on a 5th grade level right now and is loving it. Needless to say, she is ready for the social affair of school, too. As for me----
I'M NO LONGER IN LIMBO LAND...
I start my new job come August 30th. It is still federal and the same benefits and all that I have now. This job however allows me to be with my family 7 days of the week, and spend less in gas, mileage, and time in the car. I still will have to commute (which is impossible not too where we reside for a good paying job) but it will be shorter and closer to home than the one I have right now. Did I mention it will be higher pay too...? I qualified because of my training from my military days...The Lord planted the seed and watered the idea the whole time... It is not because of my desire or wants or goals, but because of God. I will forever claim this job opporunity and change as a way to give and bring God glory.
I am excited but a little nervous which is normal for such a change. To go from sitting behind a desk in a/c to standing all day with little to no a/c will be quit an adjustment.... I will also be the only female in the team...which is nothing new for me... but might be for those I will be working with... :)I know that I can do it because I can do all things through Christ whom gives me strength....

BTW: Usually when this time of year comes around the temps are suppose to start decreasing right... not were I am... we have had a very mid summer but it is making up for it now.... I sure hope it gets cooler soon since I will be in it very soon... I know that I will shape up from the heat this way too... yeah!!!

So until next time, God Bless and claim it in the name of the Lord...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.) ****

Holy Hip, Thing ,and Pirates Batman.....

2010-06-03T12:21:00.006-05:00

Grand adventures and trails by inferno always seens to come about every couple of months for us..... WHAT ??!!!! Well, let me explain.....

Holy Hip:
Mom has once again had surgery... it seems to have been a great success for her. She is even able to put weight on her leg that the surgery was done on and only restricted to no water until the staples come out in about 5 weeks. Holy Hip.... it is still holding and healing everyday but she is so little pain that she can even hold her grand kids in her lap and tickle them..... no holler in pain from the wiggling even... thank you Jesus... Lord willing this will not be short lived... She of course is worried about her knee from the impact of the accident and wonders about other illments that might surface after this big one is on the road to recovery... please continue to keep her in your prayers.

Holy Thing:
Introducting the newest and oldest member of our little family, "CLIVE". Affectionally names by me in honor of one of my hubby's fav writers Clive Clusser who has a huge collection of classics.This weekend, my very nerves, edgy, and non-city friendly driver of a husband and me went to a big city and pulling a trailer. We had found us a 1974 VW Thing...
After many hairy turn arounds, heated words, and upset bellys, we made it home in one peace. Note to self: Volunteer to drive next time or just don't go with..... argh....

Holy Pirates:
This years VBS theme is High Seas Expeditions.
I am doing the music for the program as well dedicated myself to create an elaborate but do able sancutary decoration theme. I am working on the layout now for it. My goal is to turn the entire stage area into a ship deck that seems to be inviting you into it the helm... the captions deck... Im not talking a cruise liner here but a old fashion ship that you usually see Pirates or sailors on. If we can get it to work out, I think it will be very cool. Did I mention that I have bout two weeks to get it figured out and up in about 2 days before it starts?! Frustation and exhaustion comes to mind but hopefully it will not be that bad..... Wish me luck and lose of leway for changes....

We are all doing well. The family is out of school for the summer but it is short lived for the coach/teacher. In about a week or so, he will be back up at the school running the gym for hours during the break... then comes getting ready for cross country again. Oh well... did I mention that in between there will be 4th Concert put on my our church choir, and reunions and many mini-fam vacations when fesible financially. during those down moments, we will be working on our old house. The wiring in the house is shot so we have to be very careful what we do. meanwhile we are still clearing out "junk" aka not our stuff out of the house and trying to change to decor and paint too... please pray for us to get it down will minimal "ugliness" and within our budget needs. As usually we are busy but never to busy to remember all those that are our friends and family. May you all be richly blessed this summer, stay cool and not sunburned, and have a great time together... until later times, God Bless you....

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.) ****

running the race in place?!

2010-04-22T10:32:00.001-05:00

Well, it has been a bit since I have posted... but there has been some "stuff" that warrants updating and input. Since my last post, my mother has been back under the knife to remove infection packets along the bones. Since that surgery, a large bruise has started to develop around her knee. After yet another two visits and more tests, it has been revealed that the the femur is dying. The second x-ray is missing bone that was showing in last weeks x-ray therefore bone is dying and flaking off. After yesterdays long drive, they determined that it will be hip replacement. Why the hip was not replaced in the first place... only the doctor knows the truth to the action. We can only assume that it was for glory of the fix since none have been able to make it work before. Before that could be definite, they had to check for infections again, and do a CAT scan. Checking for infection: they stick a large and long needle into the hip area to volume out any fluid that may be present in the area which would indicate infection. Her exact words, "It hurt really bad" She said she told them that and they replied "Really... it shouldn't!" Since that test came back good, all we are waiting on now is the results from the CAT scan. From the date of the doctors approval to proceed she will be off her inflammation meds at least for a week before they can do surgery. Pain tolerance/management is going to be rough! On top of that, there seems to be a problem with her knee as well. Needless to say, the hips is more of a pain then the knee at this point. What a mess????!!!!
She is so ready for the surgery, and yet the testing and travel is draining her spirit to fight. I can't imagine what is would be like to have two different times when you are just starting to make progress, and something come up that knocks you back down from the beginning again.

As for as the rest of the family... we are starting to slow for the school year but continue to move ahead with life. My hubby is almost done with the sports for a bit, and my oldest is ready for summer. Mean while, I am still in my current rock and hard place just waiting for God's reveal. (Job issue). I have adjusted my travel to more on the road, and spending more time with my family. It seems to have really helped my sleeping and emotions. However, I have also taken on an additional program at church to offset the lost of one of our members but this will only last through May. Come June, I have my plate full with getting ready for VBS as the music leader and member of the decorating crew. Throw in a few birthdays, reunions, holidays, and home renovations, and you have one busy family. From time to time, we have a chance to show down on the weekends and just enjoy each other. Life gets too busy not to stop and do this. The world tends to pull you apart when you are not able to pull back from time to time.

Hopefully I will be writing of my mom's progress in the future! Life can be overwhelming but with the Lord you can step back and take a deep breath to enjoy his Glory. 'Til next time... God Bless.

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Home again Home again Jiggety Jog and Rest 234...

2010-03-12T08:12:00.002-06:00

To pick up off my last post:
Mom is home. She has her very own outdoor shower/potty and easy ramps to get around. Her days have been a bit overwhelming. She is having to adjusted the way she sits, and gets up from different locations. It is harder to move here at home then it was at the hospital. Yesterday while she showered, all the grandkids played outside on the new ramps. Grandfather was the starter of course. It would have drove me nuts but it was a blessing for her to be able to bath and hear all the fun. The house is constantly moving right now. My nephews are there with my sister. The are very active 4 and 3 yr olds. They do love being at the ranch. Meanwhile my sister is quite tired all the time with the kids(including a newborn nursing) and attending to my mom's needs. I so wish that I could help out more but life is was it is. I go over on the evenings and tend to the littlest one and help out in small ways. I have been able to assist with getting paperwork processed for my parents regarding the accident. It is just so very hard when I work and have little one's that are to two different places (towns). My youngest is with me part of the week but my eldest is always with her daddy since she is in school and my spouse teachs. I am sure that she misses her grammy. I know this is hard on her.
Meanwhile......
My inlaws are slowly slowly still moving stuff out of the house. Right now the attention is on the bedroom for them. A few things have been taken here and there but no near as much as I was hoping. I know that patience is very very important regarding this matter. I want to bring in a huge dump truck and just start filling it up but I have to wait it out until they get all their share of the house goods. We have so many plans for each part that at times it gets overwhelming. On the other end of the spectrum, my spouse is in full sports mood with school. He is out usually the last part of the week and sometimes on the saturday. It keeps him hopping and very tired. I myself am a bear to deal with when I don't get my full nights and I can't imagine how he has got to be handling it.
With my adapted weekly schedule I get to see them more often at home. It has really helped me emotionally. Physically, well, I have not worked out in two weeks and I am about to go nuts. I usually workout everyday of the week at home but in the last two weeks, sleep or family has been more important to tend too. I do miss it and my body is craving it...
I still have not heard anything about a transfer to get closer to my family but I know not the plans for my life that are in store so I will take it "one day at a time, sweet Jesus, that's all that I'm askin from you".
There are so so many God moments from this entire last two weeks that I could not tell them all with out emotional interference so... just know that any prayers being lifted for my family has made an amazing and fulfilling effect. We know that if it was not for your prayers and angels, the whole thing would have been a lot harder and who knows what the outcome could have been. Please continue this act of worship to the Lord for trying times are not over and many more to come... with your prayers and kindness the world tends to be a better and brighter place. The future is bright but is a steep climb.

Until next time...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Coming down the home stetch....

2010-03-08T08:51:00.000-06:00

She will be coming home very soon. Her therapy is going really well and there is no sign of infection, just healing. She has been a bit of pain this week but we think it might be from her bones growing. With little ones at home, the same pain is found when they have growth spurts therefore we think that this might be the cause of her pain as well. She is ready to go home and get on with life. Since she can not put weight on her leg, she is learning how to perform daily tasks with the assistance of a walker and a wheelchair. Of course, she still has staples and has been to very careful with them—they are very sensitive. Yesterday was a blue day for her but she had plenty of love around her with all her grands (-children) in the room. It was utter chaos to keep the arguments to a low roar but I think it felt like home to her. We should have a better idea of when and how this week regarding her release and requirements for her injury/therapy. She is moving very well. She gets up and down out of the bed/chair as if she was using both legs. What an inspiration she is to all that she has touched through this event in her life! Thank you to so many for all your well wishes, gifts, and especially your prayers. It is actually those prayers that have kept this situation bearable and helped all see a silver lining to a brighter future. My sister is still in town to attend to my mom along with her babies, my father is working on get their home handicap friendly, and folks (including them) are burnin’ the road up between here and there. Please continue to pray for us all. Like all these types of events, the demands of life begin to call and can overwhelm strong souls.
Thanks for your time and as soon as we have any more updated, I will post...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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TOOK A BREAK, WENT UNDER THE KNIFE, AND BACK OUT

2010-03-04T08:40:00.003-06:00

Well, folks... It looks like we are making some headway. My mom's second surgery went better than expected and was an easy in and out of the dr. Yesterday, an eval team came in and moved her to the rehab center in the hospital. Not only is this meaning that she is progressing but this also means that she has a private room, all her grandchildren can see her all at the same time and everyone else too during the visiting hours. Just yesterday, she was holding her newest grandson in her arms for the first time since the accident. If that is not therapy, than what is.....
My parents can attest that the reason she is healing and moving along well is because of the prayers from the saints (THANK YOU). That would be everyone that has and continues to pray for her. We know that God sent his angels into the accident not to prevent it but to be there to protect. I believe that all of those involved come out ok not because of luck or fortune but because of our Lord and Saviors hand. The drs believe that she will need to be in therapy for two weeks (up to her followup) but of course she would rather go home instead. I spoke to a very special friend yesterday and she informed me that it would be far better for her to stay there to make sure she does actually as she should... it doesn't take much to mess the whole hip up and have to replace it. She seems very greatful for her drs and prayers but of course is ready to go. That is where we are today. She is holding her own and learning how difficult it is to get around and do normal day to day activities. Please pray for her continued healing, a positive CAN DO attitude, and understanding. I will let all know when she comes home or any other updates. Thanks again for all your prayers and thoughts…

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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PLEASE PRAY!!!!

2010-03-01T14:01:00.002-06:00

Friday evening I got a very shaky phone call from my dad.

"Honey, we've been in an accident. Momma's hurt pretty bad but Im ok.. We are going to be airlifed to a hospital because they fear she is hemorrhaging in her right leg."

Shock, fear, knowledgement, confusion, worry... but most of all... praise for they were alive. A young lady driving an SUV unattentively turned across 70 mile an hour traffic to access a country road. The first truck steered for the barditch to avoid contact while my dad had no where to go. They impatched them on the passenger side front and my parents on the whole front of the truck. Due to airbags in the suv, both the driver and passenger walked away. My dad wrapped the steering wheel around the steering column but sustained no injury. My mom on the other hands could not move. She was not penned in the vehicle, her lower body would not move. My parents were in a 90s truck with no airbags. If it were not for the seatbelts, I could have lost them both.

Damage results after many tests: broken right hip and socket (top of femur). First surgery was on her hip and lasted for 6 hours. The surgeon was not pleased with the result but did his best. Second surgery(in as I type this) will be to repair the socket and upper femur.

Many family members and friends have come by to see my mom as well as a huge out pour of prayers and aides offered. How some people make it through something like this with out the Lord or all our family/friends, is beyond me. Her attitude even coming our from under the knife was very positive and remains to holds its ground. Saturda night was a hard one from pain to fever to fitful sleep. Sunday when I left them, she was in no pain. During the day she had moved herself into a chair (once approved by staff nurse) and had later walked around her bed with the assistance of the PT and a walker. That one specific event has changed the gloominess to the possible for my dad and many others. Drs say this will be a long process and that she may still require a total hip replacement (not encourage due to her young age of 40 something) and even more surgeries.

My sister (with the help of aunts) has been there and still there through it all. She is a stay at home mom which allows her to stay as long as needed with my mom but she has a 2 month old boy who is breastfeeding with her. Hospitals and children issues are not absent from this matter. I know that it has to be hard for her as well as my nephew. He has been absolutely an amazing child through this all. Praise the Lord for close family who has been watching our babies while we went and attended to my parents.

Please lift this whole family, friends, patient, and situation. Thank you for your time and hope you will see the Lord in this all. He reigned forever!!!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Oh Baby!!!

2010-01-29T11:15:00.003-06:00

Everywhere I look it seems some lady is expecting or just given birth. I am thankful to God for those blessings of new beginnings and doubly gratefully that I have my two with no plans for more. When I see a little one, I just want to pick them up and soak up that amazin miracle. They just amaze me... How we start out so small and dependent. Then they growup to carry on the cycle of life, too. I gladly give them back but I like my turn too.

I have yet to meet my newest member of my family but my longings will be satisfied before to long I am sure. Introducing my new nephew!!!

WHAT A CUTEY!!!!
After a much shorter than her prior kids but still and always painfull labor, my sis brought her 7lb 7oz 20" long baby boy into the world Friday, 22nd of January. My sis' bday was the 25th and she told me that the greatest gift was having him in her arms and not her belly. My youngest son happen to have fallen right before my big day as well. The simularity in our children and life are quit interesting. My oldest is so much like my sister (when she was a little girl)at times I swear God is punishing me for being so mean and for mistreating her all those years. Her newest addition favors his Aunt and Grammy.. Dark hair and dark eyes... My youngest and her middle seem to have the quarkiest attitudes. Mine is some what more agreesive but they both definitely have a personality of their own. They can be very funny. Both of our Hubbys are coaches and teach science at the same grade levels but are worlds apart.

I am so greatful for the blessings in my life-TRULY! Although I am still seperated from my family, and "running for the border" often then not, I have much to be thankful about. I have been working out as well and managed to keep at it for some time now. God has helped me lose about 6lbs or so and I can't wait to lose more. I gotten to were I greatly enjoy the time and when it's with my SISTAS, it is double my pleasure. The little childrens choir has been going nicely. I and them are beginning to understand each other. They are learning a great deal and we are having a great time doing it.

Well now on to the future thoughts and dates. Many events and things loom on the horizon of this year but I am doing my best to live life to the fullest each week. While I have been away from my family, I have altered my daily schedule to reflect the needs and responsiblities of our situation. Granted my spouse still carries on with the most important of all, our CHILDREN, but I too have my own. Support from our family and friends has kept us going and the Lord keeps us strong. Thank you to all those that continue to pray for us!!! The strength of prayers goes a long ways... I have learned this month of many that are going thru hard times, from Cancer to early/undeveloped pregnancies!!! These situation continue to remind me that there is always someone worst off then me and all we can do it pray for them and thank God for our blessings and fortune. Continue to encourage each other in life and bring a smile even in the hardest of times. Laughter can bring joy and God proved the moment... Have you thanked Him today?!?!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Look whats coming to SAN ANTONIO, TX!!!!

2010-01-15T10:42:00.003-06:00

I WENT WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS LAST TIME IT WAS HERE AND CAME AWAY RENEWED AND REFRESHED WITH TOOLS. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN GOING... AND WOULD LIKE TO SEAT TOGETHER: LEAVE ME A COMMENT.
THE DIRECT WEBSITE IT: WWW.WOMENOFFAITH.COM/SANANTONIO--THERE IS A VIDEO YOU CAN WATCH TOO...IT'S AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE!!!

SAN ANTONIO,TX
OCTOBER 22 AND 23
AT&T CENTER
fRIDAY: 10AM-3:30PM
7PM - 9:30PM
SATURDAY: 9AM - 4PM

YOU WON'T BE DISSAPPOINTED ... IT IS WORTH IT ALL... MAKE PLANS NOW TO ATTEND

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Speeding to the new year

2009-12-08T08:38:00.002-06:00

I hope alls Thanksgiving was good and memories were made. We spent ours out of our traditional role and went to friends instead of them coming here. We got a chance to meet a few of their friends, hangout with them at their abode, and just chill. It was a good change for sure. They have two large dogs and we have two small kids so they each wore each other out by the time we headed out. This past weekend, I took part of a christmas drama/musical at our church. It was absolutely wonderful... I wish all could have seen it. What a wonderful message it gave in this world of chaos. The actors/actresses were amazing and the music was bunches of fun to sing. So what are the plans for the rest of the year? Not to spend too much, eat right, and exercise. So how about you?! What are your plans and what has been happening...?
I am still where I have been since the 4th and have not gotten word as to when or where I will be able to get back under the same roof as of my family. Please keep us in your prayers... well, until laters...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Fight for Preemie

2009-11-17T14:58:00.002-06:00

It all begin in a bond of love for each other, that a beautiful gift from God would enter their lives. The gift was just that, a little gift. The little one was coming early and the doctor could not be reached at the local hospital. From there, they traveled on to a bigger more advanced hospital. The baby was born and whisked away without a glimspe to the parents. The parents soon would learn that they were parents of a very small baby girl. She weighted in at 3lbs 5oz and was born with a defect that needed to be handled immediately. If she would have been any earlier or born at the local hospital she would not have made it. She was in the hospital for three months following the birth and intensive surgery. You see she was born with a defect called Gastroschisis. In 1979this was not a common defect and the advances in technology were not there. The Doctor of deliver assumed that she would always have gastro (stomach) issues and that she might not live that long with the complications this contained. For months, anytime she cried or laughed after drinking milk would squirt from the holes that were healing from all the feed tubes uses to keep the baby strong and healthy. To this day, she has carried and delivered two very healthy and normal children and has one of the strongest stomachs a person can have. It has never restricted her in sports or activities... and she loved to show off her belly that had no belly button.
She still does to a few special and close friends. She favorite song is the Belly Button song by the Veggie Tales. YouTube video of songI am Texose and this is my birthstory.

Somewhere out there is a preemie that may not survive. In the early 1900s many did not make it because they require such love, care, and advanced medical care. Please help us get the awareness out as they are fighting everyday... for life...

"We need to fight ― because babies shouldn’t have to" --BloggersUnite.org

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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pick up in autumn and here comes winter

2009-11-05T08:27:00.003-06:00

I can't help being late... What do you mean that I need to set up safeguards?
You can't help me or solve this overnight my friend? I am trying but it is not working...

The time in between my last post and this one has been both humbling, and attacking to my spirit and physical condition. I have been having the darn est time trying to go to sleep at a good hour for a full nights rest. Usually when I sleep it is straight thru with no dreams to recall unless I wake in the morning in one. After being called into my bosses office again and again and a threat of discipline paperwork, I finally concluded that I needed to get help. My nights were 4 to 5 hours long with numerous interruptions from nightmares and noises which never let me get to my full rest cycle. Every morning was a struggle to rise... with 3 alarms set in different places and times, I still could not get out of bed on time much less to work. I made a desperate call to my physician for some sleep assistance and an increase in my current mood meds. Well, it has been about a week... and what a difference a small pill the size of a benadryl can make for me. It takes about 30 minutes for it to kick in but when it does, out go the lights. No more nightmares, and noises are waking me through the night. I still wake from time to time to go to the Lou but much better. The only down fall at this point it that if you don't get a full 8 hours of sleep, you wake refreshed but still abit groggy. Timing is everything with this stuff.
My spouse's run of the 1/2 marathon went great. While I was trying to get the kids up and packed he ran and finished it. He called and asked were I was even... I felt so bad... He finished in the same position as last year too. His next marathon will be in a few weeks. I keeps telling me that he doesn't know if you is ready... I call him on it... every time... I know he is ready and will do a great job...
Our ladies retreat went great, and our fall festival was fun. the turnout was not the greatest but we still had guests. It was a windy one of a day but it did not stop the fun. My eldest dressed in a authentic cheerleader costume with real pom pons and bells in her hair and shoes. She was so cute... My youngest was bumblebee and still continues to wear the mask when he is in the vehicle. He is so funny. Looking at the bodysuit it looked too big, but he had no problem filling it. I myself was a blue ladybug princess. If I get the photos loaded I will post them soon.

Well, that is about it in my neck of the woods. I better go for now... short sweet and to the point... until the temperature here drops lower.... I'll compose again!!!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Autumn/Fall update

2009-10-14T10:00:00.002-05:00

Hello to all... including myself...
Where to start on life?! Well, from where I left off I guess.
Let's start with my family.
My Hubby has been very very busy with Cross country almost every weekend since school started and has been running like a mad man. I truly believe that He has a life long dream of running a full marathon someday. He has been training with the schools cross county team. He is their coach and runs with them. It is so funny when he tells me all the stories of out running all of them and then he rubs in the fact that he is double their ages and beating them... Then just for extra measures, he calls me while he is running with them. Not only does that drive them crazy, it does me too. I am not in any shape to do that when I am exercising. I can't usually hold conversations when I am in the middle of it. He is crazy. He ran a 1/2 Marathon last year and finished 4th in his age group of about 40 runners. He is just so amazing and crazy. He is like skin and bones and hardly eats anything. Oh well, I am not like that and don't have that drive for that...so you go baby... ;)
My children are well. My youngest just turned 4 and he is getting so tall. Last time we weighed both of our children, he was 10 lbs heavier than our oldest and about an inch shorter. Mind you, our oldest is 7 and is very petite for her age. He is growing with leaps and bounds. His communicating is getting much better and he is amazing what knowledge he has (common sense.)His desire for machinery continue to be a focus and he wants to be his sis's best friend... They are amazing how they are growing into God's amazing children. My eldest is now in 2nd grade and has such a desire to read and do word searches right now. I asked her the other day if school was hard this year and she told me, "Nah... its fun." How encouraging that is to hear as a parent. She is still enthralled with horses and goes wild when ever there is one around be it real or a toy. She tends to be very sensitive to life in general. You can just look at her wrong or say something a bit harsh to get her attention, and the water works start. I was the same way all my life but I had no idea how it would affect others around me. Now I know. I am working on her to toughen up a bit but don't want her to lose that sensitivity to life. Its part of a pure heart that I would love to help nature it to maturity someday. She is amazing in knowledge and is like a sponge. She is very caring and tends to show kindness to others apart from her brother... which most siblings do to each other. She is even wanted to run with her daddy now which is great. I hope that she continues that desire.
Our parents (grandparents) are doing alright. My parents have been dealing with illness lately and hopefully are getting over the mess. They are always do and go these days. No wonder they are sick, they don't ever stop to take care of themselves. My mom is pursuing her Doctorate while my dad is working as hard as a 20yr old at a ripe age. They just continue to amaze me. However I get to see them at their ache moments, and it reminds me that we are human and suffer. My in laws are in the process of building a home, running the ranching business, visiting my sis and bro in laws about 4 hours away often, all while watching my youngest during the day. WOW... I am just surrounded by greatness. My sis is expecting her third and is in her 2 trimester. They are well and her little boys are so precious. They are so smart and unique with a bit of humor mixed in.
Now on to me.... Well, I am still working and living part of the time in our old place from my family. I am here until I get a transfer or another job closer to my family. It is so hard to be apart from them. I get to see them on Wednesday at church and then on the weekends but needless to say, that sometimes is harder to handle simply because I have to say bye... I recently got a new boss here and he seems to be a nice fit. Change can be a real struggle when the personality is so different but this boss is just right. I am having to learn to embrace changes daily. During the week, I teach a preschool choir at church throughout the school season which you can imagine is a major challenge that I could never do if it was not for Jesus. This week is especially busy. Since last Friday I have been creating posters for my nephews in glow in the dark for their bdAYS this year. I just finished them... they look awesome... ;-) I volunteered to do the music for our ladies retreat that is this Friday and Saturday so I have been getting our music prepared for the last two weeks. Saturday I will leave the retreat early to drive 5 hours with my family to cheer my spouse and co-worker on in a 1/2 marathon. It is the same one he did last year but this year thought he would try a relay. I would not miss it for the world. Next weekend at church, we are hosting a free fall festival and I will be doing the face painting for that and helping setup. Did I mention that my spouse will be on a school event that weekend? I so love my church family... they are always willing to help me out even to watch my youngest...

I may be apart from my family but as you have read I am always up to something. In the in between time of work and life, I go to the gym and workout when I can, attend monthly Bunco, and weekly bible study, which are both out of town when I can. Please keep us in your prayers. Even though I may get to be with my family soon (praying), I will continue most of these activities. Needless to say, prayer will provide what is needed. Energy, comfort, and peace of mind would be great... for some reason getting to bed at a decent hour has been unattainable lately...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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frustration

2009-08-25T11:08:00.002-05:00

Have you ever had one of those days when all seems to fall apart around you and you really really wonder why you even got out of bed that day... Well... I am having one of those.....

I am not going to give details as to what happened but I can tell you that I feel under attack in my own little life. I am having feelings that I am not wanted or accepted or even trusted at my place of work. It seems to me that I am being watched under a microscope and can't breathe with out being monitored. As no time in my entire life have I even been treated as if I could not be trusted. I don't enjoy being in the light for all to see. I just want to do my job without attention...positive or negative. I have always done my job to the best of my abilities and I thought without any or a small bit of supervisorion. I am very proud of this trait.

As I type, I weep. I want to go home and hide from the world. I hate feeling or thinking that my core values of being honest and trustworth are being questioned. I hurt from the sting. I yearn, I crave, and I desire confirmation that Im those things to which I should be as a christian and a loyal employee. I take pride in those things. I am exhausted from trying to figure out what this one person wants and why he seems to be watching me like a hawk. I can't seem to do anything right for him and he is always looking for my mistakes. Guess what, I am human and will make mistakes...
I feel as though I have failed my God, my family, and my job. It would be so easy to simply walk out and never come back but that is what the evil one desires. I will not give into His wants. It would be so much easier to give in to the depression but I will rise from this and give God all the glory in my life for what he has done and will also do for me. I may be hyper sensitive to my emotions right now because I am alone most of the time. With my family in another town, I reside by myself in an empty place. At work, the only other female has been moved to another office. I am lonely for sure....
I know that I am never alone but there are times when I allow doubt and despair to grip my soul and it takes a miracle to shake it loose. Who knew that the lack of my family and being in an office alone, would be so emotionally and physical stressing.

Please pray for me to have spiritual strength and to learn to seek confirmation from our Lord and Saviour. Just expecting them to do that, you are expecting them to fail. Humans and things are not capible of true satification and only the Lord can filfull your deeped desire and needs.

Psalms 138:8--
The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever—
do not abandon the works of your hands.

2 Thessalonians 1:11-12--
11With this in mind, we constantly pray for you, that our God may count you worthy of his calling, and that by his power he may fulfill every good purpose of yours and every act prompted by your faith. 12We pray this so that the name of our Lord Jesus may be glorified in you, and you in him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ.[a]

Psalm 145:19--
19 He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them.

Thank you God for your support through scriptures in your holy words and all your love being given to me via the Holy spirit. I am in a hard place right now physically for it is not where I want to be. I know that God has a plan for my life and it is not in my timing. Please lift my whole family in prayer. Please pray that the Lord's will and plan will be fulfilled in our lives. I pray we will seek his face and see what he desires for our lives.

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Life in the three digit heat

2009-08-12T08:43:00.003-05:00

My my my... where to start.....
Just when life was busy now it is getting busy and insane.... I am still in our old place while my kids and hubby are in the new. Since my last post, things have definitely been interesting... last week I got a call that my youngest decided to slide down the bannister. The start was good but the end was not... Just when you turn to do something... for one second.. something happens... in that time frame he decided to slide down the bannister with a crash finish near the bottom on his face... My mom in law return to a blood curling scream from a child that had a mouth full of blood. What could have happened in that time frame...? After some brief inquiry she discovered his adventurous fall and concluded that he had bit the side of his tongue badly... There really was nothing to do but give him a popscicle and tynenol for the pain... I can't imagine how scarry that had to be. Thank goodness that has been it for the most part... My inlaws are gearing up for my sisinlaws wedding this coming weekend... Its crazy around there right now. My spouse is also a coach on top of being a teacher in our new location and two a days started this week as well. It seems to be a mad house there... Last weekend we went to the big city to do some things that were needed for this event with both my littles in tow. It was a long day with them and all that had to be done. In all the rushing about, my bank card was lost or feared stolen. At one time, my youngest was into my wallet so I don't know if maybe that is what happened to it or what.... I cancelled it as soon as I noticed it was gone... Thank goodness I did.... I called the bank the next business day and they said that there was not unknown transactions on it... THANK YOU JESUS!!!
While my inlaws are going like crazy this week, I am working on a song for the wedding, trying to get a high maintenance manual completed as a gag for the bride and groom from her brother and dad, continually searching for a closer job, and all while I am at work on breaks. I am keeping busy... I have been in town everyday so far this week. Town is 30 minutes one way for me. Monday was our monthly ladies night, Tuesday was my dear friends send off dinner ;(, tonight is church, tomorrow is a Bachlor/Bachlorette party...don't know if I want to go or not, Friday is the rehearsal, then Saturday I have an annual ladies call to prayer meeting that morning, salon appointment at noon, and the wedding that evening. I can't wait until this is all done so that we can find out what normal was like.... I say that but we still don't know at this point. My family will all be starting school soon and here I am... just hanging loose... For the first week or so, it was nice to be able to sit back and do nothing if I wanted to... now it is getting really lonely and I don't have a desire to do anything but be with my family. I have sewn, cooked, cleaned, and even ventured to visit with my parents to occupy my time.. but one can only do so much of those... Don't get me wrong, I have enjoyed the break. I am sure that you are thinking... is she crazy... no, it really begins to wear on your emotions when all you have known for for so long is mom or wife... I am lucky that I get to see them on wednesday nights at church ... it gets harder and harder every week to leave them when I go to stay with them...
Well, so you are updated and I am sure you are tired of all my messes in life... hehehehehe....
I hope you enjoyed this view into my life in the three digit heat?!... check back for updates... and please pray for me be able to join my family soon... Have blessed day and my God guard and protect yah and your crews...hehehehehe

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Not so grand... vehicle repairs...

2009-07-22T13:49:00.004-05:00

Well, what we thought would be handled by the extended plan will not be....
The vehicle is still under warranty but they can't just send the part back since they are damaged. The Plan will not pay for the repair because it was an accident and that it is still under warranty. After a long long discussion with our auto insurance, they hold us liable. Unless there would have been bad weather, been an animal darting into the road, or a tree falling on the car... they would have covered the expense... so now we will have to pay a big deductible on it and the auto insurance will pick up anything over the deductible. I am sure that you can understand my grand disappoint when I got through with this yesterday. Like most deductibles, it will not a low easy number. With us moving and being here and there right now, this is going to be a hard month for us. This is not the first nor will be the last but writing about it makes it easier to bear.... ya know....

Summer is starting to come to a close. As the days begin to get shorter, the evenings are getting more bearable to be out and about. Mornings are nice but I love the evenings. I could spend the entire time outside in the evenings reading a good book, watching nature and my babies play.

Cokking on the grill in the evenings is pretty nice.... The breezes have been not so so hot lately so that adds to the coolness of the evening.

Part of my evenings, I have been going to the gym. I started in late April and am loving it. I usually run on the elliptical for some time, then close out my work out with about 7 to 12 weight machines and core workouts. I have lost inches but nothing big just yet but hopefully I will be able to continue. It is a great outlet for my stress and blues that I get on a daily basis. Some days I just get on there to go while on others I get on there to push my body as hard as it will do for as long as I can stand. With us moved to a different place from were I work, I am still able to work out for now. When I have to relocation to my new work location, I don't know what I am going to do.I guess time will only tell. My spouse is a marathoner but I am not build for all that running so I have to lift weights and keep doing what I do to keep dropping the excess. Wish me luck.....

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Tonka VS. Ram

2009-07-20T12:33:00.004-05:00

Who would have ever imaged that this little metal toy truck could totally disable a big full size Cummings diesel dodge ram!!!!!VS WORDS OF WISDOM:
NEVER LEAVE YOUR CHILDREN'S TOYS IN THE DRIVEWAY!

Well, it can and it did. We were pulling up to the house and this truck just happen to be sitting there. The big little truck held its ground and did it in. Some how the toy truck got upended underneath the radiator of the big truck creating a sizable bend in the pan side of the radiator. This trauma caused an electrical cord connected to engine get caught up in the engine fan therefore caused it to tear apart and damage the fan as well. By the time we were able to get the little truck out from under the big truck, the radiator had completely drained of all it fluid. Needless to say, there it sat until we got it towed to a mx shop. Once one sees and smells radiator fluid means oh no and don't turn the engine on.

We are so thankful that we have an extended service warranty with this truck because the cost to repair is not going to be low. Radiators are expensive to replace not to mention being a diesel makes it that more expensive. They are great engines, but when they break it may break the bank to get them back in working condition.

Needless to say, for the first time in my little one live's they saw their mom completely lose it... I was not mad at all, I just fell apart into inconsolable sobs. Oh did I mention that it was just me and the kids in the truck and no one was home when it happened. I hope my babies never see that part of me again. My oldest of 7yrs was loving on me and telling me it would be alright, my youngest of 3yrs was sobbing because mom was, and I was telling myself over and over again that I had broken daddy's new toy and he would be so mad at me.... talk about blowing the emotional side of life way way out of line. This was yesterday....

After calling my spouse and explaining the situation, I was able to S-L-O-W-L-Y decompose from the stress of the moment. I was so thankful that he understood. He told me that he had meant on many occasions to move the toy but never did. Well the little truck has been relocated to another part of our residence where nothing drivable could be harmed again. My son was so upset when he saw that his toy truck was bend up a little and had a cut in one of the tires....forget the big truck that gets us to place to place...hehehehehehe

All is well in the world now and everyone seems to understand and marvel at the strength of a toy... they truly don't make them like that anymore... I am kinda glad....who knows what else they might damage if they were all this strong...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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The BIG M-O-V-E has finally come....

2009-07-07T08:37:00.003-05:00

Well, as some may have already known, we have been trying to get back to our first home for some time where my hubby's parents reside on a ranch. Well, after many years of the Lord preparing all of us that are involved: it is here. My spouse and I have been really praying about this for the last year and have seen in the past many many doors ajar but then close. We were very excited when one of these finally stuck open and invited us in... Just a bit at a time...

We have been given the honor to reside with his parents in their large house. We did this when we come back from my time in service and it was a great situation. We are looking forward to the future plans of life. Once they are able to establish their new residence, they have graciously choose to gift their current abode to my family. We have dreamed about this house for a long time. It is an absoluting amazing home with so many memories/heritage. I am learning what it means to do a gradual move since we are combining with his parents. There just is no room for all our stuff or need at this time. If you know me at all, you know that I don't do limbo land well. Everytime that we have moved, I have had the whole house packed and sealed with in two weeks of our departure and this time we can't take it all with us. This is a learning process for me.

My Hubby has gotten a teaching job there therefore the kids will also be attending there too. I on the other hand am still in my place of comfort, where I have been since 2005. I love this place but as a family unit, as a whole, this just will not work anymore for us. As relucant as I am, I have prayfully decided to inquire as to closer current employer locations to our new residence. Unforunatly the idea location is not available right now so I would have to consider another location that would still require a commute. Either way I look at it, I would have to commute everyday for my pay check at this time so... wish me luck and send me forward with prayers. I seriously do not like being away from my kids and really miss my true love. We did this at one time last year, it was one the hardest times for us. I pray that where ever I am put, the Lord will supply for my family needs and encourage my faith walk. Last time I was in that location, my faith walk was pretty damaged and the light was dimming because I was not a strong as I needed to be. I pray that I am what the Lord needs me to be this time... I will need to put on the Armor everyday (as I should be anyways no matter were I am, right.?!).

I know that my parents will miss us as well. We have lived within 100 ft of them since I started at my current location. Being able to see the children in school, and out in the yard was one of my mom's treasures and now that treasure will soon be a memory. We will make a special effort to come and visit as often as possible but the sadness and lack of their laughter and joy will be one hard to bear. I know that I miss them greatly when they are there and I am here. I am sure that it will be hard for them both.

Our home will stay in its resting spot for now until we are able to move all our belongings to our new location. After that, we would like to move it and sell it.
If we clear the debt on it, any thing left would go to the his parents regardless if they don't want it. They will have plenty of time to think on it however because it will be a long while before they are able to move into their new home. They will be buying a home while we will not be so therefore it is only right that they would profit from the sale of our home....

The kids are very excited at this point. They really like their beds being at Papa and Memaw's and getting to watch movies in their room. At this time, they share a room as well as the TV... My eldest will either learn to LOVE dinosaurs or hate them... only time will tell. We have taken residence upstairs which is a very nice setup. It even has a full bath so the only thing we would need below would be food and a way to leave the house.

All our clothes except for a few for the old house, have been moved, along with every toy that they own.. inside and out... . Our family pets will be going there this week. That would include a basset hound, a corgi, sand dollar turtle, and two two month old kittens. The turtle and kittens will live inside, I think, while the dogs will remain outside with his parents other dogs.

Our summer has been very full and now we throw in a move. We had our VBS last month, had 140 kids on average everyday(which is huge and the largest we have even had), and had many commit their lives to Jesus. I did the music this year and lost probably about 5 lbs from all the sweating and jumping I did. Our A/C did not work two of the days including the night of the closure. I never should have gone home and taken a shower that night.. it was pointless...oh but it was such a good time.

We also went to a commerical theme park for a few days and it was big fun. We spent time in the water park area, and a large amount of time in the kid sized rides. What a great time! Then of course you throw in a few trips to the musuem, then to see my sis in law, and there is so much more to come. My sis in law will be getting married in August so we are also gearing up for that.. then comes the holidays...

Well... now that I have bored everyone to tears, I will end this essay of life. I know that I have not be updating as often as I should be but I will try to do better.

Until then, my your lives be full of God's fruitful blessings and grace.
As the Ladybug flies, so do I.... ;-)

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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PICTURES...hehehehe

2009-03-04T12:24:00.002-06:00

These are my little singers from our GENSIS CHOIR... We are crafting... which they love

My babby----Suz (I just love the names Suzanne)She is about 7years old now....WOW

She got this at a festival... it was amazing to watch this be done... I am now attempting to did this as a side hobby..not as good but with time... who knows.

My Father in law cuts/carves this out of Texas Lime/flagstone that is found on this ranch. This one requires at least two people to move it but they are amazing.. .not a one is the same and now he is doing crosses, stars, and more texases in different sizes... you just got to see to appreciate.

Dad and son enjoying each others company so much that they fell asleep... I just happen to have my camera after I ran about the house looking for it in all the strange places... no the less, it was worth it... the King and prince of our family ;)

Supergirl from this Halloween (my girl)

Could not get the toy gun away from him, so he was a hunter. His teacher said that he was shooting every creature that was SCARRY.... he is such a ham and a hoot...

Me in all my Halloween glory... can you imagine seeing this crazy lady coming down the hall? I also had on a huge full skirt out of the fabric on my hat with a electric blue squaredancing pedicoat under neath, followed with sparkly black and silver leggens and ankle high black heeled boots. What about an upclose and personal encouter while she paints your face. The kids got a real kick out of it as well as my co-workers. They really liked the hair...it was my personal favorite too....Who knows what I will be next year... I got about 3 others I have worn before so....we'll see.

These are just a few of the millions of photo of my life but I thought these would be good to share... ENJOY!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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SPRING is coming... where are the flowers?!

2009-02-26T12:35:00.003-06:00

Life has been getting along....still no rain but in God's time. This week was very enriching for me. We had the privilege of having David Burk come to our church and do our spring revival. He really put my focus back in place and helped me find my groove in life. IT IS ALL ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS ON THIS EARTH.....GOD DOES NOT NEED ME TO DO HIS WORK (HE CAN DO IT WITH OR WITH ME) BUT HE DESIRES FOR ME TO HAVE A INTAMITE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM SO THAT HE CAN WORK THROUGH ME TO BRING HIM GLORY....David will be going to Afghan country in a few weeks then on to Kenya to help finish a church so please be in pray for him and his family.

Please pray for Wes James who was suppose to come bring the music for our revival. He fell out of a tree the day before he was to come and got injuried badly. Apparently they have found out that he has cracked every vertabrate in his back and as well as broken every rib. He is in extensive back pain. It is truly a miracle that he is alive. He literally died for about 2 minutes before his son brought him back. Lord willing we will get an updated on his condition soon.

As for as our family, life is getting on.... It is hard to believe that the school year is coming to a close very soon and that we still have not had any measurable rain here. Still as dry and getting hot as it usually does in our neck of the woods.
My eldest is shooting up like bambo and does not show any sign of leveling out. We keep busy between homework, church, and play. Did I mention that there is a birthday around the corner and someone's imagination is running wild as to who they want there and where it will be. Reading is one of their favorite things to do right now... WOW God is creating such an amazing individual.

My youngest is stretching out and trying our limits daily. Nothing like trying to teach a little one basic life lessons (discipline) while trying to teach them to write, recongize colors/shapes, and talk...hehehehehehehe! After two visit to the OFFICE and major discipline actionss, I know as a mom I need a massage and more chocolate than usual. Talk about stressing out over disappointments but we can't do everything for them, and they have to learn no matter how hard it hurts you and them...(Memories flow in about this time... and wow... was I really like that...yep)

My Hub is working like a mad man. With track season in full swing, school fitness program in season, and teaching, it is promising to be a very very busy spring for him and us. School is school and is what you make of it. He is learning first hand what it is like to teach and direct tweens into being responsible and sound minded adults. No thank you. He comes home so tired that it is crazy. I am still teach my 4 and 5 year old music and that is a really challenge keeping them focused. (I am sure you can imagine that my home is suffering... YIKES!!!!)

Work gets busy this time of year for me. Not only in work flow (jane of all trades), but as well as my volunteering means. I am apart of a non-profit that offers scholarships, community support, and support to our personnel in financial and life changing events. We have a huge event in May that has numerous sports tournaments throughout the day and dinner/dance to close it out. I am an officer and as an officer we also put together several other events through the year to raise the funds. It can be very very overwhelming and very frustrating at times, but it is all worth it to know that we have made a better place by giving our time and care towards others. Being able to be apart of this, the community relay for life, our church family, and my family's life is what this life is all about. I would have never imagined myself in this place and situation, but I would never take it back. You bet I would do it again and hopefully with a more servant heart.
God has blessed me with some amazing gifts such as my family and friends. It don't get much better.

As a mom I struggle to make sure that my babies get their devotional time from me, and discipline... it is not an easy life but I know that with the Lord's help I can do it....
As a wife, I am a slacker but thank goodness my hubby is understanding.... as a daughter and sister I try to keep in contact with my family and offer support...and as a employee I have got to learn to apply myself better. FOCUS ON ONE THING AT A TIME!!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT THOUGH:
I can't do anything of these things perfectly or even remotely close if it wasn't for the LORD. The LORD fills those holes and gives me love even when I feel un-loved.....

Thanks for your listening hearts and know that I treasure your kindness and support. I just get in those poor me moments and rub it all over and then realize that I can rise out of this.... HELLO... it is only muck that the LORD will remove if I would just be still and know.....

I hope that you have a fab day and week and know that the Lord loves you greatly and desires to know you more.... May you find the desire of the Lord in your hearts and long for the love too....

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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TAGGED

2008-12-15T08:43:00.003-06:00

Here yah go Suzs...

This is my youngest at his 2nd bday. Seems just like yesterday. It was at my house in our front year with family. It was so much fun. I just can't believe how much different he looks now... HE AIN'T a BABY MUCH ANYMORE....
Ok so now it is your turn Sunni... go to your picture files, open the 4th folder in there, then upload the 4th picture and explain the picture...hehehehehe
THANKS SUZ

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Winter is on its way!!!

2008-11-05T09:41:00.002-06:00

Well... since last time... life has been passing without delay regardless if we are ready or not.

Both my babies are in school and are greatly enjoying it. My Hub is happier in the higher grade so it seems quit good. This month he ran in a 1/2 marathon in corpus christi, and did extremely good. I am very proud of him. As for as myself, I have got to get back to regulation my intake and health in general. I havenot been able to exercise in over two weeks due to all the fall festivies and man, I feel it.

This past month we have had lots going on. My hubby's run, a private ladies retreat,hunter education course, fall festivals, carnivals, and hunter's roundup. Our ladies retreat was private this year to allow the ladies in our church to bond. It was a wonderful one as always. I was in charge of our music, and it was a bunch of fun. It is always such a joy. Immediately, after that I head out to support my Hubby in his race. It went very well. Upon return I started taking the education course on two days of the week for two weeks in the evening. During this time as well I volunteered to create the signs for the event as well as do the face fainting for our fall festival. I never do things simple... well, I did about 40 kids in two hours and made full face paintings in about 10 minutes for each. Needless to say, I was so tired when I finished and even had little ones still wanting more even after we had to close up. It is amazing how much my back hurt after that night. We had a GREAT turn out and it was fun and warm... The following week, was the schools carnival and once again I found myself in it for the long haul. Please keep in mind, I was wearing a electric blue curly wig, red fiesta skirt, black corset, full orange and halloweeny skirt, true blue petticoat (squaredancing), shimming tights, striped gloves (to elbow), witchy heeled boots, and my face was decorated as well with blue lashes too.
I was referred to as a doll, witch, clown, new orleans confused, and thing 1 and 2 (Dr Sueuss). I love them all. The whole part was to bring laughs and enjoy myself. Trust me, this was accomplished....Once again I was reminded about my back and exhaustion. Would I do it again... TOTALLY but would like a bigger break in between next time to recover. ;) The roundup was very busy!!! I am part of a committee at work that does fundraisers for scholarships and this was one of our events to be apart of. We sold raffle tickets all night and have a good time collecting money and watching life revolve around it.

I am thankful that its November so I can get back into my schedule. It is way off. At least I know that I will be home on most the weekends to clean house and get our little ones back on schedule!!! We are planning on a very laided back holiday but who knows. I hope that your November will be a slow one that you will be able to enjoy the changes of the season and have time to reflect.

I teach a preschool choir at my church and loving it. It has it moments when I would like to just throw up my hands and scream.. (we are talking about 10 4yr olds). Most of the time, we are learning songs, and being crafty. It amazes me everytime how these little ones are so bright and are being used to bring praise to God. They can be devises but can also be very kind and understanding...

Take the time to inhale the scents of the season and exhale all the stress that comes with this time of the year. Enjoy the season and until next time....
****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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SO LONG GONE.....

2008-06-30T14:50:00.002-05:00

Once again I find myself in total awe of how FAST the year has flown by.
Wasn't Christmas just yesterday?! WOW

It has been quit a long time since I have been on here to update so this might be rather long winded...

We are now half way thru the summer months and I can't even quit recall what we did for the first half. Every weekend we had something going on for us. We attended two family reunions, and made some trips to the big city for various events. My eldest was in a play put on by a out of states drama team which was so cute. While my whole family is at home this summer, I am working. My Hubby is actually work as a stay at home dad with my youngest in the trying 2s while my eldest has been able to go to some educational programs at our local library with friends to fill her month of June.Of course I wish I had it off like them, but I don't envy teachers in the least for what they have to go thru with all those students and the new requirements every year added to their already taxing job.

The Steece Quadsare doing great and just growing so fast. I had the chance to love on them in May. What sweet bunches of God's love?! They were and are some of the best looking babies on the block if you ask me. You can check them out by clicking on the link above.

We had VBS this past month at our Church. I had the opportunity to be a wild and zanny Science Professor for a daily skit as well as keeping my little brainy-acks in line when I was not acting. Let me tell you, it has taken me about a week to recover. We had about 120 total kids ranging from 4yrs to 6th grade (this did not including the babies in the nursery). Forty Four of them were all mine and were of the young ages of 4 and 5year olds. Somehow I ended up being the only adult leader of my group. Thank GOD literally for the two youth that volunteered their sanity to help me out. My group was great but the energy it took to corral and participate in the music and crafts was very tiring. I can't hardly wait for next years VBS. I really enjoy getting to act like a kid and sharing my love for the Lord with all those children. We had slimmed glowing walls, atoms, test tubes filled with yuck goo, and so much more. I think the kids really enjoyed it this year too. As always, I loved the music. The last two years I have been able to help out and be apart of the full program. I have both CDs of the music which I sing and act out often with my eldest. What can I say, it is like being at church camp for me....!

If you have never volunteered for VBS, you are missing out.. Go do it and get ready to learn from those kids. They are so amazing.

This past weekend, our sunday school class decided to have a summer outing at our local lake. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!! Friday we had a great turn out from about 4pm to dark. We swam, talked, splashed, enjoyed a meal together, and even kayaked some. We didn't get to bed until about midnight or so. By the end of the night, my family was the only ones that camped out that night. Our babies were out before my spouse and I got to sleep. Saturday was a bit slower but fun none the less. We had a couple rent a boat and tube so we spend most of the day playing in the lake. I can tell you that the sun was out in full force both days and if you could see me...yah.. you got it... IM RED...YUCK.... OH WELL.... I would not have passed it up for nothing but next time, I will take more caution....

Our Choir had our red, white and blue presentation yesterday evening to kick off the week. It was a very small turnout this year but it still was very touching and enjoyable. To celebrate this day, our church will have be hosting a huge family shin-dig. If like last years, it will be so much fun that we'll be draggin by the end of the day. We will have relayes of all kinds for all ages, and LOTS of fun things to do all day. From Egg races to Water Balloon Volleyball to a Jalapeno eating contest it is sure to be a full day.

Well, that is a quick but full run down of life on the last few months. SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS MONTH AND FOR THE LAST OF YOUR SUMMER????!!! Feel free to share your memories with us as we have shared ours. Before you know it, school will be starting again and Christmas will be here again. I pray that you know our Lord and that you know that he loves you and longs for you be in heaven with him someday. Hang in there and don't let this world pull your wings down... Spread those wings and soar with our Savior.

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Relay for Life Event

2008-04-01T09:30:00.002-05:00

WELL.... It was a long night cut short and wet. The event was so much fun this year but was cut short due to rain. We had a kiddy Corral set up by fence posts and temporary orange vinyl roll for kids to come and play with the bubble station and toys then a painting raffle and memory balloons for sale as well. We hauled in tons of stuff to include sleeping bags and tents for the entire night. Thank goodness we had all setup and ready by the time the event started. By 11:00pm or so we had the little ones all down in the tent while we sold items and waiting our time to walk. About 2am as we gathered in a group for a flag walk, the feild's automatic sprinkler system started and soaked several tents on the far side of the area. The maintenance staff finally got it all shut off. It was quit wet before the event due to misting all day prior to the event starting. Now that area was a mud pit. I walked an hour after they got the system shut down. Thank goodness I got a chance to lay down to rest for the rest of the night, or so I thought. About 4am I awoke to an announcement that we were officially shutting down and most everyone but us had already packed up and were loaded to leave. While I rested among the sounds of music and laughter, it had begun to mist with waves of heavy downpours. It took us about an hour to get everything wrapped up and loaded in the vehicles to include all the sleeping babies in the tent. WE WERE THE LAST ONES TO LEAVE THE FIELD!!! Our team constisted of 12 females but only about 5 of us were still there at those hours of the night. We were all exhausted, wet, and a bit sad that we had to close up shop so fast. Several were operating on no sleep, mental fatigue from the babies, and colds and infections. Needless to say I am still trying to recover from it. I slept in on the following morning into the early afternoon but still have not caught up on all my sleep yet. I will tell you however that it was just as empowering and awaking as it has been the last couple of years. There was not a dry eye in the whole stadium when they did the survivor walk and some moving speaches during the luminaria event. It is just so amazing how many people have been effected by cancer and those that have NOT survived. We have been doing this for 3 years in our town and each year we have smashed our money gained records. I could not tell you at this point how much we raised as a city but I can tell you that we broke our records last year of aobut $16,000. So to those of you who supported me and my team and all the others too, thank you for we could not have done it with out you. Our team alone raised about $1,500 dollars and enjoyed doing it. Not to mention getting to share some women bonding time. It is definitely a women event but is not limited to just us. Several men were there and had been touched or had had cancer in their life time as well. We actually have some of our high school students form teams as well and participate with us. If you would like to know what it was about and want to know more, I would be glad to answer questions or for best results, join the fight with us all across the nation to be apart of your areas RELAY FOR LIFE!!!!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Lost in Life and cyberspace

2008-03-20T09:28:00.003-05:00

SO.... It has been months since I have been on here to post. I haven't been able to jump on here to update in forever. There is not much going on. My eldest just turned one year older and the school year is almost done for the 07-08 year. We are all the same as before just a bit older and wiser. No additions on the way for us or my sister thank goodness at this time.

In February I got to go to the Women of Faith conference. It was amazing and definitely something I will go back to next year and take some more girlfriends with me. I was blessed to have my mom, her sisters (2 out of 3), and my sister there as well as my bestest girlfriends. BIG BIG Kudos to my honey for watching the rugrats.

A few weeks ago one of our local churchs had a girls night which I was apart of here. (We don't attend that church but I would like to get more involved in our community). It was so much fun to act like a kid again and know that the girls there had a great time. We will be having one again before you know it, and can't hardly wait.

We took our oldest this past week to see Saltimbanco (Cirque Solei), the zoo, and the Museum for her birthday. It was so much fun. It was amazing to watch this event in person. It is just as good in person as on TV. Watching the strength and talent of these performers what amazing in person. Not to mention, the music and atmosphere was very mood setting and just awesome to experience.

The current event now is gearing up for the Relay for life event here in our community. I have been apart of it ever since it started here about 2 years ago and now we have formed our our team this year and are doing well on raising funds. We will adon pink camo and be called Hunting for a cure. Our event will be coming up in a few weeks so we are working hard to get there.

Not far behind that is a big sports event for work that all the profits of this go towards scholarships in our community. There will be numerous tournaments and a good time to follow with a dinner and dance. Everyone seems to be ready for summer but not to ready to welcome the heat. We have had strange weather this year and I am hoping that this years weather will cooperate with our events. Last year it came a flood of rain and almost rained us out of most of our events. Granted I love rain, and always welcome it by walking in it and soaking it in like the hard ground here, but if it would just rain every where else but where the events will take place. Oh Well, it will probably be so hot this year we will be wishing for the rain instead. I ran the volleyball last year and other than one tense moment, it was a blast, and tons of fun. The best part with that there was little to no alochol there so it was mostly a clean and family friendsly evironment. I hope this year promises to be the same or even better. At least this year, I will have some additional help. Standing in the sun from 6am to 6pm produces a monster of a sunburn. Not to mention, having to find someone to watch my babies.

Well, who knows that the next couple of weeks will bring so until next time, may you be blessed richly and know that God loves you so much that we could never fathom the extent. ----Texose

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Casting Crowns with Special Guests

2007-10-02T09:04:00.000-05:00

God inspired, revealing, Amazing, and Soul lifting event that you do not want to miss.... We had an opportunity to see this band and guests this past weekend and let me tell you... YOU ARE MISSING OUT IF YOU DON'T GO..... Check out these videos from their websites....
CASTING CROWNS
The Altar and the Door Concert

LEELAND
(SONG TITLE: Yes you have)

JOHN WALLER
(SONG TITLE: STILL CALLS ME SON)

I will definitely go to see them again when I can. They were amazing. After seeing them in concert, it sounds like they are in a box singing... It was so refreshing and energic... A must if you can make it...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)

This Weekend!!! (Sunday)

2007-09-24T08:28:00.000-05:00

Kuddos for my sister for giving me an idea to what I have been sort of doing already... bible study notes to our lesson Sundays and all the things in between.

First I wanted to share some memories and events from our youngest's b-day. I was just a simple parents and our kiddos get together. We did not want to make it a big thing so we just kept it in the close family. It was great!!! We are kinda in the dark age this time around because our digital camera was not working so it had to be the manual taking pictures camera. THANKS GOODNESS my SIL had her camera... THANKS MARY!!! (Slide show below)If one was to look back at all the gifts, they would think we were CATERPILLER nuts or country bumpins. WE ARE COUNTRY BUMPINS for sure... our littlest one just really likes machinery toys...He likes to get dirty..He got a small skidloader, larger button activated skidloader, huge stacking blocks, and a large crane all that brand. Also got a large tanka dump truck, collectable John Deer Diecast tractor, and two leapfrog toys (refrig toy that sings ABCs, and littleleapster)... plus some winter clothes and a full decked out western outfit from wrangler jeans to wrangler emborderied shirt. Out of all the toys there,He lovedthree of them and ea from every set of parents attending. The cake was my first FONDONT covered cake with my decorative art on top. There was a small one for him to distroy as well. It was a great time and relaxed and fun... Every package (excluding clothes) he opened had him hooked... HE WANTED TO PLAY WITH IT RIGHT THEN.... He probably would have been happy with just one of those items and play with it all day....hehehehehe. Fondant is some great stuff to cover a cake but buddy it takes from major muscles to roll it all out ... did not taste real well however... The insides at least were very tasty..

This coming weekend we are going on a minivacation-honeymoon and I can't hardly wait. It is going to be so much fun!!!! We will start out with a concert and who knows from there...

OK.... on to what we dicussed in Sunday School. We as a class as couples that are in the same journey of life and have started a new bible study on how to become a team in your marriage--team building lessons. Already we are halfway thru the first lesson--longer lessons broken into 2 parts-- and I am already seeing my faults. In the lesson it speaks about a team or business that you might follow, admire or have even been apart of. Then it asks why you follow that team and what would cause the team to fail or fall apart or not get anywhere and even those that have skills but still they get no were.
Reasons wer came up with:
they did not have skills, did not work well together, lost their focus, try to play a position that they aren't made for, make bad choices, or selfishness (wants not for the team achievement), etc... These all related back to a marriage. One of the ladies in our class told us that she had read in one of Beth Moore books that many times we look to our spouse for our affection, attention, and understanding and asking them to try to do this is wrong on our part. WE need to re-direct, refocus our attention to the Lord to provide that to us. They are as inadequate at supplying that as we are to supply to their needs. After all we are different so how can we ask them to understand us when we don't understand them... They could never fully supply our needs as our Lord in heaven could. If there is a problem in your relationship it usually can be tracked back to a communication problem with your relationship with the Maker, the one who created and ordained every marriage. We are to love each other above all starting with Loving the LORD FIRST AND FOREMOST... then to love each other. We discuss so many topics in class that I don't have the time or right words to write here. There is so much more to our classes but this is all I can share due to time so I hope that this has stired your thoughts to act for the Lord.

I am so very very excited about this lesson and can't wait until next Sunday to see what the Lord will reveal to me...As always I have a very long ways to go but with each prayer and passing moment I pray that I will increase in love and decrease in selfishness...

I hope that this has blessed you as it did me...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Life in a Cyclone

2007-09-18T08:58:00.000-05:00

Ever feel like the World around you is sweeping your time, and energy away and carrying you off into a crazy dimension. Well, I have to say that it is not all that bad all the time at least. My Cuz Suz has got her hands completely full. She had quads on August 1st and I am assuming that all are probably home by now. If you would like to know the latest update on their lives and read a God-inspiring journey...click on her name to be linked to her blog. It is an honor and blessing to know her and be related to her and all those beautifully crafted miracles of joy. I have not gotten to see them yet but I am hoping by Christmas maybe.... ;)and Now for my cyclone life... This month had promised to be busy and that it is.. I can say that when I do step back from myself and view the big picture it is pretty peaceful.

I have not been feeling very well for a while now and I finally went to the Dr and just got some blood work done. It is not official but believed that I have a thyroid problem. Being moody, shedding hair like loosing a winter coat, exhausted all the time, and can't seem to get enough sleep then add in chasing a 5 and 2 yr old in the evenings... needless to say I have been a little worn out everyday. Apparently it is very common for this to mess with emotions, and even the female cycles. These can also be associated with Despress however my dr did not think that was the problem. With in time, hopefully I will get more energy and drive to do the things that I just can't seem to work up enough energy to do...

Well, this month so far has been very properous. The first weekend as part of our flower committee (chairman and president) felt like two kids in a candy shop looking for the discount-flawed pieces of sugar. We went to 3 different craft stores and brought back half of ea one. It was great... I can see why some ladies can see shopping as therapy. I don't get to do this often since my hubby and I live on a very budgetted life style. I am very blessed to be married to an amazing man who has numerous talents and dealing with finances as one of them. However it is nice to be able to go a little crazy sometimes. We found many new treasures and needed replacement items for our Christmas season as well as some great deals on fall and harvest items.Out of all three stores we went too, Hobby Lobby by for had the best deals and an amazing assortment of general items from garland to home decor.

This past weekend, our church put on our annual Ladies Ministry Craft Bazaar. It went well but maybe not as good as last years. It was a bunch of fun and I think we made a nice profit too. I like to do crafts myself like floral items, and some simple sewing. I even got to use a surger and now I am spoiled to one now. I know why every semstress raves about them instead of a regular sewing machine. I ended up spending a modest $ amount for items there my daughter and I could not live with out. Cactus Jelly, dogbone pillows, vintage song and children books, and of course some baked goods... If any churches in your area do something like this, check it out... There are always some wonderful things for Christmas gifts...

This weekend we will be celebrating my youngest birthday. I still can't hardly believe that he is that old until he does something and I realize... yah he is that old... Just family and nothing big or specially crazy. No matter the number of toys, or poeple attending it is a sure bet that He will enjoy it all down to the last brown package box.

The following weekend, I will be attending a Casting Crowns concert and spending the two days after with my Hubby on a mini honeymoon. Nothing extravagent but us time which all couples need these days from the craziness of this world we live in. In addition to the gift of the tickets, my MIL will come and take care of the littles one while we are gone. I am so excited I can't hardly wait. The tickets were a gift from my Inlaws and my hubby... They are so sweet.. My MIL told me that when she read that they coming to our area, she knew with no doubt that that would be the perfect gift for me for my bday this month and for our anniversary.

Well, there went September. We have already started working on our Christmas Cantata in Choir and all solo peices assigned. It is going to be a fun and beautiful event. Meanwhile, all the supplies we purchased this month will need to be added, put together, and organized for the coming season of Christmas. As always the fall season is coming up like a hill that needs to be climbed. We are steadily gaining speed to climb that mountain of time and hoping to get it all done in a peaceful and calm manner.

The last two weeks in Sunday school we have been studying what GOD is. He is love (benevolence, and goodness), holy, Immutability, Truth, omni-presence-science-potent-transcience. It was a wonderful lesson stretched over two Sundays. It is amazing how when you get into your bible and look up these passages that state these character traits and who the Lord is...how it clears up all the muddle of life and shows us for who we are. (The all seeing eye,all knowing, unlimited power (can't lie)-infinite/eternal)If you ever want to be reminded of who we are in the big picture run your hand thru your hair to realize that God knows every hair on your head plus those that just fell out and stand watching the sunset, ocean waves, or the night sky and realise how small we are in comparison to the Lord's creations. I think the most eye opening information I realized is that God was not actually physically tired when he created the world and rested on the 7th day...it was an example for us to rest and have a day of reflection as to his creation and the awesomeness of God. He is not human and does not grow weary or worn out. He is not bond by time, or physical boundaries. (2 Tim. 1:8-10,12)(Pslams 90:2) (Gen. 21:31) God choose to step into time (Isiah 66:1) which he created to show us the way by giving his son as an example and our leader...

This of course is my opinion and thought. There are many places in the bible that elode to this thought and information. Get in that Bible and search Gensis and Relevation for some clarfication.

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Last of this month and next to come

2007-08-28T08:57:00.000-05:00

It has begun! The schedule of life has started it run and the vacation time has been placed on the back burner. The hussle and bussle of the Holidays are already upon us and the Holiday months are still months away. While our local retailers are introducing the Holidays sooner and sooner every year, we have not choice but to have them on our minds. Christmas in October....WHAT?! I will say however that if you are a bargain shopper, there are bargains to be had right now at most of the craft stores in our nation for the Christmas season. As a member of our floral committee of our church, these are a welcomed sites when deciding what the theme will be for this years Christmas. Oh and it is not just Christmas...It is Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years all in one lump sum that continues to grow in surplus as each Holiday grows closer and closer. The turn over rates at retail stores are just amazing. One day you walk in the retailers doors and are assulted by back to school supplies/clothes and the next day they have changed to sales on supplies, and Costumes are this way... WOW... They have got it down to an art these days. Talk about time flying....

It is so alarming and amazing at how quick our weekends now fill up. Our little family already have every weekend in September planned. From a Anniversary/birthday trip, another B-day party, church bazaar, and shows.... it is promising to be busy and exciting Month. It is one of the busiest months for our little family because of birthdays and an anniversary. As usual we go from trying to jam everything we wanted to get done during the summer into the one month before school started back and then add in our busiest month--which comes next. Hopefully it will run smoothly and we will all build upon numerous memories.

The Steece Quads are all doing great! Big Ben will be going home very soon and his one and only sister to follow suit with in a couple of days of that. They are saying that twins are not quit ready to go home yet but they are making great progress. Their mommy and daddy are a bit nervous and excited to have them come home.It was truly sooner than they were expecting to everything is a bit rushed at this point. At this early in the game, they will have learn how to tag team in so that someone will be at home with with one or two and someone at the NICU with the other two. Please continue to pray for them and for all the strength and stamina that they will need to minister to this little miracles of life that God gave them. They are so blessed beyond measures.

God knows I can only handle the ones I have now. I learned this weekend what it would be like to chase 4 children around the same age and let me tell you.... GOD KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING!!! I can bearly bear my two but when you add 2 more... Talk about all the different personalities, and attitudes of life. I was exhausted beyond my limits of operation and was still trying to kept a watchful eye on my babies and a few others. I got so stressed and upset with in hours and broke down in pieces. This is exactly why God has only graced me with 2 chilren at different ages. I could not handle it. HOWEVER, I think that I am growing and learn everyday so how knows what our future holds...ONLY GOD DOES.

With that said, I would like to thank all those that helped me this weekend realize that its natural to be tired and have some lack of energy but only to a certain point. Thank you for your love, and support and understanding that I am not myself at times.

To my Hubby: I love your more than my own life. God had you in my plan before I was born and was/is grooming me to be your mate for the rest of our lives together. You are absolutely and positively the best thing that has joined my life. You complete me, and make me into a new and better person. I have a long ways to go to be what God needs me to be but with your help and his control on my life I have become that much closer and pray that I will continue to change and allow him to work through you and my life situations to groom me to be more so every day. With God as our controling force, we will grow in his likeness. I can't think of anyone else that I would rather be with to make this journey and lifesong with. I pray that the Lord will be in complete control over myself so that He can groom you too thru me.

I pray that who ever is reading this will see the Lord's hand working for his Glory in our lives. May you all be blessed by abounding spiritual riches uncompariable to earth riches and seek God's face and control everyday to chisel you into his majestic and Glorified being. The Lord watches, creates, makes, and directs everything that we know and see. Trust him to provide for you emotionally, physically, and spiritually. He will reveal great and amazing mysteries to you when you trust him with your soul and life.

I once had a co-worker as me," What if this god that you believe is not real and when you die you won't go anywhere, What if!!!????" I simple replied, "I believe with out seeing and if I am laid to sleep in the ground where there is nothing, I will do it with my whole being with complete faith and knowledge that the Lord Lord and King of Kings...He will raise me to be with him...Lamans terms: I will follow as one of the most devoted children anyone has ever known" He did know what to say other than... WOW...

We can plant the seed for Christ but sometimes we don't get to water it. Sometimes all we only allowed to do is plant it while someone will water it. GOD WILL CAUSE IT TO GROW!!! Our Christian lives are much like a seed and it's growing process. When you plant a seed, water it and it will grow, breaking free of the ground, it is no longer the same... WE AS CHRISTIANS ARE THE SAME !!!! Someone at one time planted Christ in our lives, if we listen to our elders and leaders for Christ, and study God word it is like watering our souls, through time, we will grow and break thru our earth grounded lives and join Christ in the sky in our spiritual beings...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you (John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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PHOTOs of the STEECE QUADS born 8/1/07

2007-08-07T15:42:00.000-05:00

Photos taken from Suzanne's Blogsite

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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THE SUZ&JOE QUADS ARE HERE!!!!

2007-08-02T08:51:00.000-05:00

HEY EVERYONE,
If you have not heard yet or if you were wondering the Quads arrived around 3:30pm yesterday. They were all breathing and cried apon entry.
For update and current status they have a friend that is updating her site for all of her internet/blog family. Click on the link below to see her page. Please continue to pray for the little miracles.QUADS

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Prayer

2007-07-25T10:28:00.000-05:00

This past weekend, I had the opportunity to go to a Ladies Ministry event at our church and it was an awaking experience. Every year except for one, I have attended our retreats but had not had the chance to make it to one of these. During our time there, we had a lady from our church body deliver God's message to us as the ladies of our church. There were numerous things brought to light that I would like to write down for reference and to share with those that may read this journal.

1) How often do we say, "God I need this or please do this!"? Guess what, that is dictating to our creator to do something. Like most I am sure, we do not intent to do this or mean to tell him to do anything but think about it. When we pray we come with things or wish that we want and usually don't come just to praise His name and thank Him. I have found that I am opening my prayers in songs, praises songs!Needless to say, I was not doing that before I got this insight!!! I now pray that the Lord will's will be active in my live so that when God opens a door that I will not miss that opportunity or be rady to hear ALL HIS instructions.

2) When we pray, do you pray for our nation and it's leaders. We are suppose to pray for just that in our country. I am sure that most recall Jesus saying in his last hours of his life, "God forgive them for they know not what they do". This tells me that if the Lord prayed for those that He did not know and the ones that crucified him that maybe we should be doing that too. We should be praying for those that are lost to sin and those that don't know how to ask for forgiveness. We are apart of this Nation that we love and when one person in our nation and church body is sick, we are too. WE MUST PRAY FOR EACH OTHER AND TAKE IT BEFORE THE KING OF GLORY. The Lord knows our hearts before we bring it to him but he tells us that if we bring it to him, he will hear. Sometimes we need to bring those things to him so that He can do his work and will not sin by worrying. Needless to say, I still have a problem with this...

3) I am sure most have also heard of cases were people have said something like, " I wish you were never born!" or "I hate you and wish you were not my parent, or sibling, or relative!" In the book of Genesis it talks about how the human race was given chances and chances again and again but they continues to make God angry and sad. It finally got to the point were God basically said that what he had created was bad and he wished he had never created the human race. Genesis 6:5-8
"5 The LORD saw how great man's wickedness on the earth had become, and that every inclination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil all the time. 6 The LORD was grieved that he had made man on the earth, and his heart was filled with pain. 7 So the LORD said, "I will wipe mankind, whom I have created, from the face of the earth—men and animals, and creatures that move along the ground, and birds of the air—for I am grieved that I have made them." 8 But Noah found favor in the eyes of the LORD."
I don't know about you but I know that I problaby make God very sad and ashamed of me often because of my earthly life. Does He think I should not have been born or mcuh less the human race, AGAIN?! SIDENOTE: One of my bestfriends from church told me that I was "too earthy". I was like WHAT?! I just took a shower?!---That was not what they meant at all. They said that I seemed to grounded to this earth and not lifted in God's name and desires. I toil for the things of this earth and let then guide me into sin everyday. I "sweat the small stuff". Paul is an amazing example of how to live the Christian life. He suffered for Christ and learned from God's love what true Joy is about. Joy and Happiness are two completely different words in meaning regarding Christian faith. We should have Joy in our Sufferings. Happiness is over rated and most of the time is of the fleshy kind. Joy can only be acheived true Christian tribulations and sufferings for Christ. I fall short of the true joy 95% of my life so therefore I pray that if you are reading this blog that you will pray for me to get UNEARTHLY, and get over myself. To often I find myself in the excuse business than the encouraging and loving business. It is all about attitude and you deteremine what it will be when it enters your mind. So what you are tired or fat, grumpy or feel bad... You have choice to be happy or sad when you wake. Remember that when someone calls or comes to see you, that they need you to be there for them and not give them attitude. If you got attitude why would they want your company and for that much, how could God work thru you to minister to them be it just visitings or sharing life with eaht other!

4) We MUST guard our ears, tongue, eyes, mind, and hands. When you think of something that is UnGodly you can SNUFF it out right then while it is in your mind before it can develope into a problem and pollute your thoughts but if you speak it, it is too late. It is out there and you will have to deal with it in more than one way or another. What do we watch or hear...JUNK AND JUNK OUT they say and it is so true. Our youth group just got back from going to camp and they gave an example of one the events that really impacted them and it impacted me too. I would like to share it with you as well. They were out playing in mud as one of their ice breaker events, and the leader asked that they grab their bibles and look at some scripture. Immediately they responded that their hands were dirty... He asked them, " What is the matter with having dirty hands and opening your bibles", they then responded that it would get the bible dirty and possibly unusable. The Leader than went on to say that, If our hands are dirty from the world we live in, and we don't wash them often, why wouldn't GOD's words get populated and maybe twisted by sin before it get to our hearts, minds, and hands. Lets say that you opened your bible with your muddy hands and it splashed on the pages, how can you place His word in our heart if you don't know it all---can't see it all. You see, our lives are dirty and we have to come to God to ask him to wash us clean in order to get ALL His words into our hearts. When our hearts are dirty GOD can't come in and do all his work, and it is the same with our hands. If we were to speak or serve with our hands for God's Will, why would anyone what Christ in their lives or believe that we have Christ in our souls if our hands that serve are muddy! How could they get full view or message of God... After all we are dirty and not anything that they would want to be apart of. WE MUST be clean for the Lord to use US.. HOW PROFOUND THAT WAS TO ME... I AM SO GUILTY OF THIS AND HAVE SIN IN MY LIFE.

5) There are 3 primary sins that are referenced in 1 John 2:15-17:
"15Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16For everything in the world— the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does —comes not from the Father but from the world. 17The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever."

The Garden of Eden, Jesus being tempted in the desert,and even today.The simple but complex sins of: Lust for hunger, Lust of the eyes, and Pride of life will be our undoing. All these situations are rooted in these events listed above and even for todays and tomorrows events.

These all just really woke my soul and I pray that I will remember this therefore I am writing it out so that I will have this record of the insight to which I long to live my life from now on. I found an amazing website that is a devotion style book written by Oswald Chambers.. Someone dear gave me the book and it is amazing.. CHECK IT ... It is worth your time MY UTMOST FOR HIS HIGHEST.
I hope that this has been as insightful for you as it has been for me and if you have any comments or anything that you would like to share or have a question about this matter, by all means, leave me a comment...

***DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Summer is coming to a close around us...

2007-07-13T09:58:00.000-05:00

I can't hardly believe that we are almost half way thru July already. Meaning that the Summer vacation is winding to a close. This summer our family has gone on a mini vacation, been part of many church events for the children, and we are working on planning another mini vacation in a different area before our time is occupied with the school season in August.

The rest of this month is currently vying for attention. Every weekend is starting to book up and looking to be a busy closure to the 2007 Summer. Reunions, Anniversary/ Birthday Parties, family events with our church family, and suring up things like dinners, and social events are all falling into to place like little ducks in a row. Here in Texas and the states just north have been attacked by numerous soakings of water from the sky but in our area it has been to a minimum. With that said the Summer heat has arrived and it has brought humidity with it from the Gulf...we are praying for more rain anytime though...
So for this summer here is a day in the life of one of our project we wanted to get done this summer....
This past Saturday I wake to a smiling face ready to take on the day. This smiling face being my Hubby. His a morning person and I am not. He teases me within minutes of when I wake up... Isn't there a law somewhere they says that teasing can't be done before a certain time of the day!!! Not that I secretly don't love the attention at all...hehehehehe.
This day we were pouring concrete into frames of rectangles, just outside our back door. My babies were still asleep when he flied out door ready to take on the day. About an hour later, here came the calvry with the concrete truck in parade. It took us about two to two and half hours to pour, level, smooth, adjust, and smooth again both pads and some extra leftovers into your drive away. We sweated, we cried, be bleed (blisters), and we ached by the end of the event. WE consisted of my dad, my hubby, mom, my sis, a little bit of me, and a little bit of the concrete deliverer. I never thought that pouring concrete could be SO exhausting but buddy... call in the professionals even if it is for a sidewalk. If you have to call in a concrete truck, call the professionals. We almost ran out of time and it ran everyone into the ground. Even with all that we had helping us we could have used about 2 more poeple to help out. Then add in my babies wanting to help out, and the humidity and you have got one heat, sweatly, and slippery pouring... Concrete dries very fast and even faster when it is humid. By the way, Concrete work is very dirty and messy. It almost makes one what to belly flop into the gray blob and then you think, could I get out. Concrete can begin to burn your skin if you leave it to long on your skin. It can remove your skin like a exfoliant but is not that easy to get off. Wet boots are great for this kind of work just besure and wash them off every break you get so that you don't get a blocked foot...hehehehehe
SPECIAL THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED OUT AND OFFERED THEIR TIME AND ENERGY TO OUR CAUSE!!!! My eldest has become an artist overnight with my interchild breaking through with chalk as well..
* She loves to child us about picking on each other. It is very funny. I could be teasing my hubby and poking him in the side and she will tell me" Mommy, don't do that it is mean!" Then when he tried to get me back, she does it to him too.
* She lives on our trampoline. If you do a special trick on the thing that involves her, you can be guaranteed that she will want to do it everytime you are around if possible. Horse ride, or "crack the egg", she loves them all.
* She is amazing to watch and listen to these days. She can sing the tone to a song (usually one from church or VBS) and ask me to sing it with her while we are driving. I kid you not that she is very good....she has an ear for music. She is always singing her songs from VBS. It brings so much delight to my heart that she is so happy
My youngest really likes the concrete pads too.... Not mention, he want to do everything sister is doing...chalk and all.
.* He is currently into climbing on anything that would make him seem taller even meaning standing on a rock on the ground or monkeying his way up a ladder or something else that could hurt him if He fell. It is right down funny and scarry of course at times. He just laughs when he gets there, gets off, and then back again.
* He loves to play with a waterhose until he get himself wet from the head down to which he freaks out and drops the hose and salters away from it. Oh but this does not last... He goes back for it with in minutes... to do all over again
* Anytime we tell him that we are going outside he runs up to the Tv and presses the Power button, runs to the back door, and tells us he is ready to go. If we do not follow or he hears the TV again, back he comes and does it again and again.

They are growing like weeds and getting to be more and more the apple of my eye. Thanks be to God for allowing me the opportunity to guide and love these beautiful and pure souls to him.....Well, that is pretty much it for now. I hope that your 4th and your summer has been as prosperous as possible and blessed with many physical and spiritual riches...

MY WEEK IN REVIEW

2007-06-26T09:33:00.000-05:00

UPDATE~~CORRECTION to last post:
The snake was not in our sand but but right outside yard along our road. Apparently it was crawling around our bamboo fence when my hubby found it. STILL DOES NOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT IT WAS THERE AND THAT MY BABIES PLAY IN THAT AREA.

N*E*WAYS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My Cuz SUZANNE is now in the hosptial for the long haul and is current in her 25th with her quads. She recently posted pics of her belly and family there with her at the Hosptial. Everything is looking good and the babies are all over 1 lbs that this time. Please continue to pray for those babies and all the staff that will attend to Suz' every need. She has setup baby registaries on her page for those of you that would like get her things that she will need.

I don't have any pictures right now but I still want to post about our VBS this year. I had the privilege to be able to attend as well as be a mentor for the 3rd/4th graders. It was different from what our church has been in the past but it went really well.We did what they call a group VBS this year to were we rotated around to stations and had 30 minutes of group time to followup on the bible lesson. One amazing sister of Christ provided the bible study and we followed up with that in our group time. That is why I called it a mentoring position. We escorted them around to all the areas for activity and were there for any questions and corrections of students that was needed.

I learned with our class movements to numerous popular christian worded songs, great verses for comfort and guidance, and was in 2 skits to which I really really hammed it up. Here is the music that we learned movements for this week... they are just short clips Let me tell you, getting on a stage to act like and be wild and crazy is a wonderful way to unload a bunch of stress. It was so much fun acting crazy and getting all the kids action...I love the rush of getting young ones geared up for GOD... We are talking about 4 yrs up to 6th graders. WHAT A GREAT TIME!!!! We studies about Jericho, a river being pushed back for the ark of the covenant, Rahabe and the spies, healing of lepercay(?), and Christ final walk. It was absolutely amazing to recall those memories and be able to refresh those "church camp" emotions and share them with kiddos. I have already signed up for next years VBS!!! During our time there we had 8 children pray to ask God into their hearts and that was just my class. I don't know about the others but how inspiring is that. GOD IS GREAT AND GOOD!! GOD IS REAL...GOD IS WITH US...GOD IS STRONG...GOD IS AWESOME...GOD IS IN CHARGE!!!! Make no mistake about it, there were volunteers there to run the music and powerpoint, provide food, perpare and instruct the recreational and art time. It was a whole group effect and it is all credited to GOD.

Life is going well for us and seemed to have slowed down some too. There is always something going on and it depends as to how you handle that STUFF that will determine if you will given or rise above it. When those time approach remember Jesus in the desert:

10Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: 'Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.'[d]" 11Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.
Matthew 4:10

Trails and tribulations-one of many references 12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.
James 1:12

13Therefore, prepare your minds for action; be self-controlled; set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed. 14As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. 15But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; 16for it is written: "Be holy, because I am holy."[a]
1 Peter 1:13-16

(all scripture taken from BIBLEGATEWAY.COM and in NIV translations)

STREAMING!!!!

2007-06-13T08:51:00.000-05:00

It was one of those days yesterday and let me tell you it brought me to tears. I am going to be out for a bit from work so I am in the process of getting all my reports and odds and ends done for that time I will be gone. I am swamped with it plus a bit stressed. I know that stressing about it will not get it done nor make it less stressful. I guess I like the drama of the whole thing, or I would not stress all the time. Well with that said here is a general recount of the final straw to draw out my tears.
I got a call just as all this mess was stretching me like taffy, my hubby calls and says, "Hi how are you?!" I said stressed but ok..."Well, we just had a close encounter. I was working in the yard when I saw something out of the corner of my eye. I knew it was not the kids because they were playing in the side yard and not where I was. I went over to the kids sandbox because I saw it go over there. As I lifted the lid I saw something inside and jumped back. It was a rattle snake. We are all ok but thought you would like to know." My reply," YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING RIGHT?! IT WAS WITH IN 10 FT OF OUR BACK PORCH AND I COULD HAVE WALKED RIGHT BY IT THIS MORNING!" With this I was crying by now and now my hubby was apologizing for making me cry. He did not want to tell me but felt I needed to know. When I got home, they had it stretched out on the tailgate of the truck to show the kids that if they ever see one to run away. I can tell you that it had 9 rattles and a button, female, and about 4 ft long. I am still upset about it. I mean that could have been my babies it could have bitten. He said that it did not have time to coil up before he got to it. If it would have been me, I would have had that thing in pieces all over my yard or pelted to bits to were no one would be able to make out what it was. IN LAMANS TERMS.... I don't like snakes nor do I have any room in my heart for them. The are creapy, evil, and I just don't like them. I am not afraid of them, they just gross me out.
Thank goodness my day so far today have been a bit less stressful but it is building already so with that note please pray for those of us who live in the sticks so that we can avoid those deadly slitthering things and that we have an eye like an eagle to spot them out to avoid harm....and that I get all this stuff done !!!!
****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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THIS AND THAT AND IN BETWEENS

2007-06-06T08:46:00.001-05:00

Well, I can honestly say that Summer is here and I am not ready. Where we live it gets blistering dry and hot fast and is very hard on little ones. I know it is here when I can hear the locust in the trees singing with the grackles (black birds). It is the sound of summer. Most of the little ones spend most of their young life in water and of course indoors most of the hot afternoons. After spending a afternoon couped up with littles ones, one could easily go nuts... It is like trying to keep a mud puddle calm and contained plus keeping the piglets out of the mud or human terms: trying to keep the house clean, childs occupied, and content and keeping yourself sane.......CRAZY!!! Since I don't have the summer off, my hubby has the crazy task of handling the childs.. WOW... HE IS AMAZING!!!!

This month we will be going to a tradedays event with my in-laws, we have a summer water day this coming week w/ our church family,VBS starting up in the middle and birthdays in the last leg of the month. Then you throw in the last minute mini-vacations and surprise events and your month is full. Our summers always fill up with things like yard improvements, and trips and get more active every year. We don't know at this point what our July and August will be like but I'm sure it will be as active or busy. With Family reunions and weddings and showers.... you just never know for sure.

Well, so far my Cuz is at 22 weeks now in her adventure of carrying quads.. and looks fabulous. She is in good company with spiritual and physical family there with her right now. Please continue to pray for her and that all going well and that this will be a learning experiences for all those she touches. There is a link on my page here that will take you to her page for the latest updates. Her name is Suzanne and she covets your prayers for strength, support, and blessings.

My sis just got out of galb surgery this past Friday and seems to be recovering well. She is staying at my parents with her little boys. My mom is pinch hitting for her because she can not be doing to much at this point, and her hubby has gone to a work thing and will be gone all week. I know that my mom is having a great time with having them there. I know my daughter is loving the attention and visiting with them as well as my son.

We are the same ol same ol... Hubby is out for the summer and working on moving his classroom since he had been reassigned to a different grade this year. As for as me, I am still pushing the pen and still on a solo mission on this end. Word is that there might be someone to join my duties sometime in the fall but in the mean time it is just me. There is always something going on or something that needs my attention or assistance and that is always a promise in my profession. I love my job and the different challenges that it presents everyday. I have reports that I do on a weekly and month schedule to keep my grounded in the right direction thank goodness.

The volunteering event that I was apart of went well. I ending up running one of the events involved and had a great time doing it. The only draw back was the I was not able to get my family to be there. It was just a very busy weekend of my little family. There was other events planned for that weekend and then we got lots of rain which created additional work too. It was nice but I would have been fabulous if I would have had them there. It is just nice to have my family there to support my efforts. I know that they do support me but sometimes it is nice to actually have them there physically to enjoy the event as well. I know that I would be nothing with out them and that I need then to stay grounded and sane in this crazy world.

Well...That is pretty much it on this end! Same ol same ol... boring or informative you be the judge. Either way this is our lives and how we choose to live our lives...
May you be bless richly with friendship, support, and love this week and I send my love and support thru our Lord and Jesus Christ.
OUR TRUE REWARDS ARE NOT FROM THIS EARTH OR SHOULD COME IN OUR LIFE TIME BUT SHALL BE AN ETERNAL REWARD IN HEAVEN....
GOD IS THE CRAFTMAN, THE HOLY SPIRIT AS THE CHISEL, AND JESUS AS THE HAMMER THAT IS CHIPPING AWAY AT MY IMPERFECTIONS (SINS) TO REVEAL THE BEAUTY OF HIS CHILD AND WHAT I COULD BE UNDERNEATH. ARE YOU A WORK OF ART IN THE MAKING?! REMEMBER THAT IF YOU DON'T HAVE SOME HARD TIMES EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, YOU MAY NOT BE GROWING INTO THE CHILD OF GOD THAT HE NEEDS YOU TO BE TO SHOW THE WORLD HIS GLORY!!!!--YOU ARE NEVER ALONE AND HE WILL NEVER GIVE YOU WHAT YOU CAN'T HANDLE--DEUT 5:30 "NOW THE THINGS THAT I COMMAND OF YOU TODAY ARE NOT TO DIFFICULT OR HARD FOR YOU TO REACH"

Free of my Dedication...

2007-05-17T08:52:00.000-05:00

Well, after servin the USAF at Barksdale AFB as a Mech on the B52H Engine.... I received my certification as honorably discharged from the Inactive reserves... I am free as a prior military member can get. I don't regret joining and serving. As a matter of fact, I honestly think that every person that graduates from HS should serve our country for 2 years to know what it means to EARN their freedoms, honor and respect regarding our nations leaders and military establishments. Of course this just just a thought of my own... As one stage in our lives begins to wrap up here comes the next. Our school here is doing a opt out this year which means that if your child meets the criteria they will get out of school 2 weeks earlier than the others that don't--should I mention that it really is not an option if you qualify you don't stay...regardless. For little ones below 3rd grade I don't think this should be mandatory. Most in that age group are still enjoying school and can't stay home by themselves while their parents are still working... It is kinda causing a crunch or scramble for us because we both work still. Being I work year around I can't watch them and my hubby a teacher who will still have to go those last weeks for those not opted out...It is a little questionable... Thank goodness our sitter is ok with keeping both our babies all day for two weeks. Well, that is pretty much it for now. The weather her has been nice and very enjoyable in the evenings when I am home. Needless to say my house suffers when the weather is good. If only I could be outside and inside at the sametime... hehehehehe
Well as you can see.....
I better pay attention and get back to WORK (No I am not watching TV but I am not working on stuff... sooo...There you have it... GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE!!!

Today-Yesterday-Tomorrow

2007-05-10T07:58:00.000-05:00

When you are raised in a small town, a death can really effect everyone. About two weeks ago, a young men in his 20s died in a one vehicle accident while on duty. This young man I never honestly KNEW him but I knew his wife, and in-laws better. He left behind a 2(?) yrs old daughter, and beautiful wife, and many love ones. It was a very very sad day. I can honestly say that it effected me. It is one of those things that strikes one heart and mind. I honestly was thinking and still do about every movement I make behind the wheel lately. During my sisters last pregnancy, I remember getting a call from her in tears. For some reason, she has nightmares that would tear my heart apart if I would have dreamed them. She just called me to make sure that I was still alive and not hurt. As I proceeded to ponder what she was talking about, she relayed to me the depth and emotion of her dream. She had dreamed that I had died in a car accident and that my family (kids and huby) drove up and told them that I had died and then just drove away. NEEDLESS TO SAY, that dream has been playing in my mind lately. Every time it has been just me driving somewhere --long distance-- and with out my family there, it starts to play in my mind in a torturing cycle. Of course, by the time I am home and with them, it disappears as if it never happened. Then add on top of it that my GRANDMA-in-law has not been going so well, I guess you could imagine or guess that my emotions are on over load lately. My GRANDMA-in-law is of the wise age of 92 or 93 and her fragile body is just that. She has been in and out of the hospital lately due to the underlying case of her heart. A year ago in April, we all thought she was going to meet her true love in the clouds but the Lord still had and has plans for her. My hubby told me at one time that I reminded him of her plus I am blessed to share a birthday with her. I just feel a very special connection with her. She has survived 20 something years with our her first love on this earth and this past week was their anniversary. How she longs to see her Lord and hubby! So She I want to thank her for being such a role model in my life. She and my Granny Wells were so much a like it was inspiring to watch them CHIT-CHAT. All the grandmas that were and still are in my life are such role models to the young women in this new age of life. They all loved the Lord with no end and still have/had the desire to serve him thru the depression and dark times. What a print they have left in my life... Words could never express what they taught me for they touched my heart and those around them....The one thing that I did learn from them what when one prays earnestly, God will provide. For the last couple of weeks many have been praying for rain, and it rained. This summer is going to be a hot one as usual, but hopefully it will be greener. Thank goodness all we have had has been just rain. There has been several places in this state and country that have had tons of water, wind, and ice dropped from the clouds. I have experience all three but in my early childhood. I use to be so scarred by thunderstorms and to a point I am still but Children cause you to be brave... If you panic about the storms, they will too. It is like a double bonus when I tell my oldest that we are safe and God is protecting us...It is like God is telling me that same thing thru what I am telling herr. I love the way it looks and smells right after the rains. Everything is looks clear and SHARPER to the eye, the earth has a fresh breeze like scent and the dust has been knocked out of the air. I guess you could say I am a rain nut... I can't ever seem to want enough of it. It is in part from my raising in the country that requires rain to provide vegetation for stock animals and water for them to drink I guess.
No matter the weather or souls coming or going, life continues to speed on it path.
As school is starting to wind down, the kids started to get wind up (excited and impatient/distracted) for the summer break is calling their name. It has got to be so complex and overwhelming for teachers to try and install all the new requirements of needed knowledge into their students these days with all the new regulations and guidelines they have to follow. This of course include my Hubby and oldest who spend their lives at school, and are looking forward to a much deserved and needed vacation from the education realm of things. As for myself, work is constantly on a steady wave of business. From weekly and timely reports to instant needs, I am at a busy speed. I am currently there but I am on a break from my rush of work ..... to keep my sanity, to put it simply. I too long for the break but my breaks are the in-betweens while at work kind. School has come and gone for me. and has been replaced with the reality of no more extended vacations unless they are without employment or on my earned leave time of course. No complaint here though!! I am so blessed to have a great job, boss, and employer (with benefits). Life is good, busy, and full of surprises, but don't forget to stop and enjoy the small things in life too..

COMING UP FOR AIR...

2007-04-30T14:43:00.000-05:00

Have you ever had a month or two were you felt like you were not making much head way. Anologues of plenty come to mind that the moment like tryin to keep up with the Jones, Swimming in circles, drowning in a sea of paperwork... well, that is about where I am. I am so glad that my job is such a challenge! Since the turn over of the new year... it is a uphill battle and full of hooks... In Laman's terms: The more headway I make, the more STUFF jumps on board... I don't think that I have had many down moments and for some reason I just keep adding my own things to the pile. I love to help out when ever I can and do as much as I can to make the world and especially my job world a brighter and less stressful environment. Well, as usual I have done double duty and I am currently working on coming up for air. My usually volunteer event is here and I have decided that I would like to get serious about my physical condition: a new diet/life plan for myself and others around me.You guessed it: here comes a weeks worth of my regular duties.. I don't micro manage well at all (meaning that I could pass some things off to others to help me out with the BUSY jobs) but I just simple don't feel others should be going my reg stuff just becasue I decide to take on more things on top of of my ongrowing list. I know that I will get is done but it will take a littler longer than usual. WINE WINE... The best part is most of this volunteering stuff is that is is only for a short while and will be gone before I realize it. I do many simple things-reports, filing, etc (BUSY WORK) every day but it always brings new and different challenges. They keep me hooping and I am so very very thankful for it. Like most, if has its down times but either way I feel respected as a co-worker and as a person. It don't get much better than that folks!!! (In our sunday school class we have been in the Books of 1 and 2 Peter studying about suffering, and it is so nice to know that we are not alone in those frustrating times and have a reward in heaven awaiting us. It has changed my views on life as to how simple and sheltered my life can be even when the storms are raging outside. As long as one have the LORD as their focus and guide, he will be there and make it easier to handle. As John Randalls said, you must guard not just your sould but your mind... only you can let Satan--SHOW HIM THAT GOD IS YOUR BOSS AND THERE IS NO ROOM FOR HIM IN YOUR MIND AND SOUL)

I don't know about you all but I do know that I don't like this time of the year meaning TIMECHANGE!!! I am one of those folks that love love love to be outside with my family playing. I like to be outside when it is so pretty and inviting out there... Then by the time the sun is in bed, the dinner hour has landed in my lap. Of course the decision of what to make always take awhile and some balancing, and by that time, bedtime is knocking on the door. Yes I know...plan your meals... but that takes thinking and when I get home from work, I just want to be lazy and play with my babies--I think enough at work...heheehehe. I really am goig to try and do that in the future though ;). We get an early start every morning... even on weekends... my babies are morning rises not mid-morning... If only I could operate on less sleep and be a morning person. I come to life when it is time to sleep (cleaning mood, reading, etc)..I guess if I lived on the west coast maybe it would work (couple of hours of sleep more). WINE WINE... I know I know....I just don't like time slipping away from me when I am already swimming at medium to full speed...

Here comes summer... The thing that most folks that live in Texas know is that springs usually get skipped in our part of the world and we jump right into summer.
I can't hardly wait... I love the smell of the dry summer breeze, the sound of water and laughter, the campouts, vacations, and the laided back nights watching the lightn bugs. You just can't beat the summer night sky in Texas. I love being in a field in the mid of the night looking up at the sky. It reminds me that there is a whole universe out there bigger than lit ol me... WHAT A PEACE AND SURREAL REMINDER OF THAT GOD CREATED IT ALL TO SUCH DETAIL TO INCLUDE LITTLE OL ME! I don't know how truthful this may be but I had always heard that there was a president that would take his whole cabinet, who were all in a tissy about something, out back and just look up at the sky, until they all got quiet. Then after many minuteS, he would say some thing like "Now that we have things back in reality"... meaning "are not as BIG as we thought", lets get back to work. I find that quiet awakening to my soul when I get on my soap box or get the POOR MEs. HOLD IT SHORT STUFF AND REMEMBER YOU AREN'T ALL THAT...

ON THAT NOTE---
I hope that where ever you are today in your life that the Lord will hold you in his hand and show you the way to heaven. UNTIL MY NEXT MADNESS!!!HEHEHEHEHE ;)

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Ramblings

2007-04-19T08:45:00.000-05:00

Ok... so now it is apparent to me that I am the only one that looks at my blogsite... I know I am boring but I like the way I am ...
SO... for my tracking record of life here is the most recent going-ons:

ME:
I am here today but not all together.. I have been getting up and going to work an hour earlier in order not to use my earned time for my youngest's PT appointments that are twice a week. Let me note: I am not a morning person and I have to have 8 hrs or more of sleep a day...I have been sleeping in more and more every morning. My hubby bless this heart has been trying to get me to wakeup. I get ready, pack my lunch, get my son up and out the door in less than 15 minutes...WHOA..Talk about your day being off from the get go...
In about two weeks, I will be able to be a apart of the RELAY FOR LIFE event in my community. I am so excited...I get to exercise for a good cause.. THAT IS SOME MOTIVATION THAT I NEED... Speaking of exercise and motivation: I am working on starting a ex. program called Firstplace. As soon as I get my kit, I am off to the races...I have been needing to get serious about my health condition (obesity) for a while now and well, this might be it. Firstplace is not just an excer/diet program but is mainly for your to learn who you are and get on the right foot with more than just food... It is for your spiritual, and physical life.
LAMANS: Get in shape with GOD. I am seriously thinking about starting a bible study/accountablity group in my community with this program. There are numerous individuals have talked to that would like to try this program and I have a great accountiablity partner and leader that would mentor me in the right direction. I am praying about if this is what God wants me to do. I need to get myself into the program first to make sure I have all I need to leader a group of individuals like myself. PLEASE PRAY THAT GOD WILL SHOW ME HIS WILL!!!

MY FAMILY:
School for my oldest is almost done and she has loved this year. It is just amazing how much she has grown. She is getting taller and taller everyweek and changes in facial looks as well. Talk about a personality. She is too funny. The hard part for me is the apparent fact that she is a girly girl. I don't really remember being that way but I do recall being a TOMBOY when I was in my early school days. She loves to be red to and loves her dollies. She told us the other day that she needs makeup because she is a big girl or what it she was a teenager now... HELLO.. She just started going to school...OH BOY... it has begun!
My youngest is one and half and is a jabber box. It is getting to were his words are getting understandable. As I stated before he is going to PT. He walks with a turned in foot and is caused by his hips tightness. Thank goodness he is at the age that he thinks he just goes to this place to play. He is a real charmer! I can honestly say that he lights up the room with his character and laugh. He has one of those laughs that makes your soul giggle to the outside.. Some call it a belly laugh. He loves to laugh and did I mention that he is a MANS MAN...That boy loves anything that has an engine and he seems to really like heavy machines... this of course due to his Grand father (my dad) who has mostly that where we live. He is starting to stretch out. Apparently this also means that his stomach is getting bigger and that it is making more room for food... Did I mention that He is a bottomless pit?! He can put away his food and usually anyone elses he can get his hands on. It must convert to energy fast because he is a busy toddler. He climbs stairs up and down, runs and dances in circles, has great reasoning skills (very observant), drinks from a sippy cup and straws, OH and can take his diaper off... Needless to say, can't put one on... to replace the one he removed.. LOOK OUT!!!
My Hubby seems to enjoy being a teacher most of the time. At times like most teachers he wonders if his kids are getting it and why he became a teacher...I simply tell him because they need him as an example and to learn from . He is absolutely amazing with children. I wish I had the talent he has. He currently is coach a spring sport which I think he is really enjoying... Not to mention I think it may have stirred up the want to run again. He is gearing up for a marathon as wel speak. I wish I could run and have the determination/stamina that he does but then again I have had two babes and he hasn't... OH WELL..in GODS TIME.

Well that pretty much sums up life with us. There is not much going on like my Cousins or my hubby's CUZ, OR my CLOSESTgirlfriend but in our world, we are busy.
I hope that all is well in your part of the world and in your lives. May you know that you are a blessing to us and that we send our love with and thru God.
'Til my rambles came again,
TEXOSE

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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RANDOM QUIZZES

2007-04-13T08:24:00.000-05:00

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Which Disney Princess are you most like (Pics)
Mulan You have a strong sense of family vaule and always strive for their approval. You have a special love of music, dance, and riding.
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What animal are you? (pics)
Lamb You love your family and friends. You are the glue that keeps your friendships together.
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What soda are you???
Cherry Coke/ Vanilla Coke/ Pepsi with lime You're unique, you liek to take an old boring thing and add something to make it special! You're a trendsetter and hardly do anything "normal." You are probably one of the least boring people ever... that's awesome.
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What Olympic Sport Are You?
diving You're a diver. judges score on the basis of form, execution, and degree of difficulty. There are six groups of dives and four basic midair body positions: tuck pike straight and free. On springboard, divers usually perform five dives with degree-of-difficulty limitsone dive from each group except armstand. You're much like a gymnast but have the passion for water and flying through the air while falling and twisting. Takes concentration and skill.
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PRAY IN DAILY LIFE

2007-03-30T11:55:00.000-05:00

Ok... so most of you know that I love to sing and in public. I have noticed since I had my last babe that I can't seem to get it together like before. So SIMPLE ENOUGH TO FORGET, I had not thought about praying about it. I honestly about 2 weeks ago prayed a simple prayer the Lord to help me to rely on him to get it right...SO REALLY THIS WORKS...here was the situation:
On the stage, in front of a large group at area church get together where everyone was a stranger, music playing and the my duet partner was sing and I was up next... then it hit me... that little voice in my head saying" YOU DON'T KNOW ALL THE WORDS, YOU ARE GOING TO MISS A NOTE, YOU CAN'T DO IT."While he sang, like with in 1 or two bars before I was to start, I prayed a simple pray for the Lord to guide my lips and voice so that others would hear him and not me and gave it to him. I performed on key with perfection that only God could give. THEN...Satan got angry. I have found the last couple of weeks several weaknesses that I have always found a way to get from and now Satan is using these to mess me up... Mistakes @ work, eating wrong, etc... He is trying the little things to slip me up. By the way, he is doing a fairly good job... I have to triple think and step back often to get the whole view of what he trying to get me to do.. Like yesterday, I was right now depressed and not feeling well and letting it get me deeper and deeper in pain and sorrow THEN I remembered to prayed about and he sent a little rain shower which he knew would brightens my days because it reminds me that God uses it to wash away the dust and reveal his Glory... I caught it and Thanked him for it. NOW I am really praying. I am on our pray list anytime at church but now I really feel like a pray warrior. Did I mention, my hub took his final test to be state certed and he did not feel confident about it but it was lifted in pray and guess what...yep...certed. Please remember to pray for our teachers and students these days. There is so much on their plate these days that I know that I would have had a harder time in school than I did.....and our Military here and abroad. REMEMBER MOST OF THEM SEE THE GOOD THEY ARE DOING SO...DON'T ALWAYS BELIEVE THE MEDIA... SATAN HAS IT UNDER IS THUMB AND WANTS US ALL TO BELIEVE THAT THIS IS NOTHING GOOD IN THE WORLD...JUST LOOK AT THE SUN AND WAY A FLOWER BLOOMS... GOD SENT THE SUN TO KISS YOUR FACE, AND A BLOOM TO TELL YOU THAT HE IS JEALOUSLY IN LOVE WITH YOU...

On a side note: I am doing Relay for life again this year but it has been such a busy March and now April more so, I can't do much to help raise the funds for our team. Every weekend this month now is dedicated to something...Choir presentation 2 different weekends, a wedding, relay for life... WOW... Hold on for the ride it for it will be a long one. Then add on top of it that I am also praying for many in my family physical and spirital that are expecting and or have a new babe at home. I am one busy lady but in the mist of all this, I am at peace knowing that God is in control and as long as I turn to him when I start to doubt he will bring a rain to clear my vision... That does not mean that he will take it away but show me the right way to view it and how to proceed... on bended knees....

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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UPDATES

2007-03-27T09:03:00.000-05:00

Well, they are all doing well. One had a premature one and is still waiting to be released to go home, one that is still counting the days, and the other has been confirmed for expecting Quads. She is now about 12 weeks along now and very excited and nervous of course. You can go to:
http://www.thelifeofsuz.blogspot.com if you are interesting to know more details...She updates it on a weekly and sometimes daily basis.. it is truely a breath of fresh air to a pregnancy... THANKS SUZ...

GOD BLESS AND GUIDE YOU until then...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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THE EXTENDED family is growing

2007-03-07T12:32:00.000-06:00

Ok... It is not me that will be expanding my little family but would be my CUZs multis. Two are due in April, One in around August I think, and now the big news...
One is expecting Quads. That is right 4 babies. She is about 9 weeks along now and very excited and nervous of course. The photo is of her and her hubby.
I just had to post this so that those of that read this would add them to your prayer list for a healthy babies and mind. When I get more time I will post more laters... so GOD BLESS AND GUIDE YOU until then...

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Life as it is...

2007-02-20T21:12:00.000-06:00

Well, not much in the life of my family and I. This past month my dadinlaw had triple bypass and is almost back up to before. It is amazing that it is such a normal thing that pry your chest apart and three days later he is released from the hospital. Hours after the surgery, they had him up and walking. WHOA!!! The kids are doing great and just living life to the fullest. I can't hardly believe that Easter is almost here and school almost over. WOW!!! This last week I had a chance to listen to one of the BIG 12 motivational speakers, named John Randles. He was amazing. We invited him to our church for a revival and I am so glad that I was able to go every day. It really put my life in prospective. He started a group @ Texas Tech called Paradigm and it is pretty amazing. (www.johnrandles.org)
That weekend, CARMAN came to our town for a concert. It was great and so many came to Christ as well. It has been a great month and we look forward to what will come next month. With my youngest starting to talk and the eldest almost done with school, this year has flown. SO until next time.... GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE!!!!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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It's here...NEW YEAR

2007-01-05T11:58:00.000-06:00

I will say that I stayed up until 4:30 into the morning playing games. Of course I was the only one of my little clan that was there and awake. The Hubby and Children were sleep, warm in their beds. It was fun though.
So far this year has been cold and even a little wet. God has graced us with rain recently and more is expected. It has been great. Work has been busy and continues to grow more and more. Job security is awesome. My daughter and hubby started back to school again today and everything seems to be moving right along...
Until laters...God Bless

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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December

2006-11-30T09:27:00.000-06:00

OK SO IS IT JUST ME OR HAS THIS YEAR FLOWN?!
I could not believe that it was Thanksgiving and now here comes Christmas. What a year though! Work for me has been very busy since the beginning of Autumn. I have been very very busy which I thought I would not see for sometime but here I am.
Today is our real winter front. It is right down cold. Temperature is one thing but add in wind and a few rainshowers... WOW... Christmas is definitely on the way.
I was listening to AFR yesterday on the way home from Church and they were talking about the overload/stress of the season. I guess I had never thought of it like that at all or at least not for sometime. It really can be quit overwhelming but welcome to life. It is great to have family around and have something to do to keep my mind of the season and old memories that like to haunt me. Let me explain: Christmas was very special and dear to me because that was time that my Grandmother and I would bond (decorating and musical ablities.) After all, she was the one who taught me to sing prpoerly and with SOUL. After her death, I fell into to a deep depression and did not want to have a thing to do with God. BUT, with the mercy of God, HE reminded me of the good things and pulled me back under his wing...closer. It was not until I was at tech training for the Air Force that I truely accepted Christ but the ol'feelin of sadness tries every year to get me down and I refuse to give into it.
SO on that note...
If the money, stress, and sorrows of the seasons, get you down... PULL YOURSELF OUT FROM THE WORLD AND INTO GOD'S TIME. HE WILL SHOW YOU THE TRUE MEANING OF THE SEASON AS WELL AS GIVE YOU THE HOPE, JOY, AND PEACE THAT YOU LONG FOR THRU HIS SON!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Ode to Clara Mae: Granny Laman

2006-10-30T09:54:00.000-06:00

For those read this blog, today is a rejoicing but sad day. For a great women, mother, sister, and grandmother has taken her last sleep on earth. At 2:00am this morning, she went to the Lord. I was not told about this until alittle before 7:30am. When that time came, I know that it was time even before I was told. It was either my grandfather or Granny Laman. The only sadness in my heart is that I had not seen her in a while, but I knew in all my heart, that she loved me and my littles too. I don't know that details but I know that there will be much aching and longing to see her again. If you are follower of Christ, we know that we will see her again. If you can't say that you will see your loved ones again or know what will happen after death let me take this time to tell you that we are hurting because we will not see her again but we will miss her on this earth. We rejoice for she is in heaven with the Father and all her loved ones that have gone before her. There is nothing more comforting to know then that we will see her again.Jesus gives us that promise that He is waiting for us and all we have to is live for him as he gave his life for us.

I will never forget the SLUGBUG that she would drive to church and back every Sunday and around town. She loved her dogs and her roses. I will always remember the taste of her cinnamon rolls, her decorated christmas tree, her smile, and her loving presence. She would ask me to sit next to her and sing Soprano so that she could her me.... most of her daughters sang alto. She would tell me that I sang like my grandmother. TEAR.
So many memories of joy and pleasure, how could a heart not rejoice.
She was and is a strong follower of Christ and had lived a long and hard life of service to our Lord. From Christmas breakfast to hearing her sing in church, what a joy. She knew that this life was just a passing phrase to get to our Lord and she served her family well. She out lived her life partner,friend, and hubby and had to bury many children. I could not begin to image what that was like but she stood on the bible as her foundation and pushed on. It was an honor and privilege to have known Clara Mae Laman in my life and I will always remember her. Thank you Granny for all your love, and being such a great rolemodel to us all. WE ARE BLESSED BY YOU and I pray that we will bring God honor from knowing you and living for him as well.
THANK YOU!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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THIS PAST MONTH (SEPT-OCT)

2006-10-24T09:01:00.000-05:00

CONGRATS TO SUNNI, DANIEL, and KODY!!!
Life has been busy this past couple of weeks so hopefully it will started to slow down a bit. This past week my sis gave born to a handsome son while I traveled every night out of town to church to get a mural painted: needed for our ladies retreat that was that Friday and Saturday. It came out great. The retreat was wonderful and the painting, let's just say that it will not be painted over anytime soon. They have decided that they are doing to put it up in the fellowship hall for all to see.
It was an amazing night and morn-afternoon event. My sis and new nephew are home and like most new babies he is not quite on any schedule but to sleep deprive his mommy. I am so very excited to see them all. I have not seen any of them in person since August. It seems like forever. It is homecoming week here and the school is also holding red-ribbon this week as well. TALK ABOUT A BUSY WEEK! The kids are great and the hubby just clicking along. There is a lot to do to get certed for a teacher these days. As for myself, I am great. I am alittle under the weather but it is not just me. I am keeping very very busy at work these days and I am loving it. There is always something new everyday. I could find something to do everyday that I could stay late but I try to save it for the next day. It gets more that way every week and apparently it will continue this way for a while. I love challenges and therefore I am loving my job. THANKS GOD FOR PUTTING ME IN MY PLACE!
This past 40 days I have been reading the BOOK (See prior post) and It has amazed me how my life perpective and drive has changed. The one thing that really has struck me is that I live with fear and should give it to God, and God has me at the right size (body sz), place, and time for his divine purpose. I Should be thankful that I can give it to him that God would not want me any different from right now in order to fulfill his purpose. Granted it has reminded me that life is not going to be easy, but it is not suppose to be. When you get comfortable in life, you are not being challenged and are not growing. I want to make a change to that. SO I am trying everyday to work my way to stepping out into the water a little deeper every time so that I will no longer hold onto to the reality of earth but cling to the truth of God. Please pray for me to do this. I know that I can't do this alone! THANKS in advance!

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
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Weekend Warrior

2006-09-25T09:29:00.000-05:00

Ok it was a busy weekend but so so much fun. Saturday was a cousins b-day party so my hubby took the kids to that one and I went to a treat. I went to see Michael English in Concert. One of my Girlfriend, (aka the Cher) took me to the concert and to a girls night out for my B-day. No it was not this weekend but it was a great gift. We went to dinner, then the concert, and then for desert afterwards. I did not fall into bed until 1:00AM. Considering that I am usually in bed by 9 or 10 everynight, that was late for me. But totally worth it. Michael English was really amazing. I have never seen someone sing and perform as he did. I am telling you, that guy has got some SOUL to him. Then, I slept in that morning and did not get up at 6 as I had planned to cook my little ones bday cakes and so we missed Church. I felt like I was skipping on life all day. I guess that is a good thing. However as I worked, I was able to go to tv church... Sunday program at a church telecast. It was really good.
I don't have pics just yet from the party but I can tell you that everyone we invited except one came. We had an awesome turn out. The weather was cool and have a great breeze, the older kids just played and played, and it all just went so smoothly after everyone got there. I don't know how long it lasted but it was so peaceful and fun. By the time the bday boy got thru with his cake it was green everywhere to include in his nose and hair.
Needless to say the late night and busy day did not catch me until later that night when we were relaxing for the evening. What we will actually do for my Bday when it gets here, who knows... BUT this weekend was a totally blast and an amazinf treat and joy!!!
As soon as I get some photos digitally, I will try and post them... Til' next time, God Bless and guide you....
(As a side note, our Church is doing the Purpose Driven Life and I will tell you that if you have not read this yet, you are miss out. It is amazing how it is change my life views and life in general for the better. It is a definite read I think for those that strive to know our Lord.)

Walking Miracle

2006-09-01T14:59:00.000-05:00

1979 Septemeber 30:
A baby girl was born with gastroschisis weighing in at 3lbs and 5 ozs. Born about 2 months before the due date of full completion, the 1st of their children t be born. Gastroschisis being when the outer skin and stomach muscles are not developed therefore the organs are outside the body. When this baby was born they had no idea that it had this. With just a kiss and a few tears the baby was wheeled away to surgery. While the parents awaited, doctor placed these very small and elicate organs in a sealed package and laided apon the baby's chest. As the days went by the closed contact the parents had with the little one was via protective gloves and plastic incabators. Once the swelling has gone down the organs were placed into the babies tiny torso. Organ by organ they planted each one. The end resolute of a babys body sealed using the stomach muscles, skin, and surgical wire. After months in the hosptial, the little one was allowed to go home. The Doctors did not have much hope but the parents knew that she would survive. She is now 26 going on 27 and has had two children without much stress and one of the healthiest childhoods. That is ME...
Once again another parents lives hang in time as one of their own who was 2 months early and has gastrochisis weighing in at 3lbs 7 oz... Duquesa Hunt Lamer gave birth to her first child named Jerome Andre Lamer on August 25th of 2006. Please keep them in your parents!!! As you can guess, my mom and dad know what they are going through... Please see the photo below of the precious gift from GOD!!!! WE LOVE YOU JEROME!!!!!! and so does GOD!!!!!!!JoLee and Jerome

SELFISHNES...

2006-08-22T10:12:00.000-05:00

I beleive that I am guilty of this... For the last 2 years I have been part of our Church Choir and I love it. Due to one of my little ones starting school I can not long attend practices on Wednesday nights or least until after Christmas. I am having a very hard time with this and I think it is because I am have been being selfish. My children need me to be there and get them to bed at night and that it my job. I feel that I have been neglecting my duties and I feel very ashamed. I don't want to short-change my family anymore and I think that this is the first step in fixing this matter which is admitting that it is problem and fixing it. As most know, Music and I click and for once, I realize that my passion will needs to cool down and my responsiblity to heat up like it should. I mean after all I am their mother and God gave them to me to take care of and raise and so I must clean up my life for them. Of course this does not mean that the Lord has closed the door forever but maybe just temporary. I can still be apart of Choir but just step back from it alittle. Please pray that I will stick to this and see the rewards for it. I know that it will be tons of fun being able to be with my children more and I am excited about it but I just needed to get this off my chest and be honest with myself.
My Hubby is doing great. This is his first week of school and like most teachers it is a little bumpy road. I think he is going to do GREAT. Did I mention that he is an assistant coach now too...? That will start in the spring. SO much going on....
WOW life is great is it not... THANKS GOD...

So it begins

2006-08-17T15:18:00.000-05:00

Well, it is that time again and the schools are starting to buzz with activity. As some may know my Hubby is a teacher now and also an assistant track coach. This will be his fist year as a teacher and I am sure that it is a bit overwhelming. I know that once he gets passed the TEACHER REQUIREMENTS, his students will learn a lot and enjoy it...He'll do great! My oldest will start Pre-K as well and she is so excited. I am of course excited and sad. That means that my little one is growing up. Thank goodness I will not be taking her but her daddy...aka BUDDY. She asks everyday if she is going to school tomorrow and to ours and her dismay we tell her not yet. Then on top of that, my sis in law is now at College getting ready for her freshmen year. I am sure that it has not hit her yet but it will and I hope that she will rely on God for her strength. It sure will be sad not getting to see her in Church every meeting day...Tear...
So the world turns and each moment we get closer and closer to the begin of our eternity...May I always remember that even though life changes, his love remains the same.

FOLLOWING THE LIGHT...

2006-07-12T08:57:00.000-05:00

Well, now we know. We will be staying here for awhile now. The decision has been made and there will be no changes from what it is now except for my Hubby will be now at home wtth us and can go to church. I am totally excited. That is pretty much it at this point. Hopefully my girl will be in swim lessons sometime in the near future with her buddy. It is pending her buddy's time to be ready and able. I guess time will tell. Well, I better run for now. I just wanted to let those that read this thing know about the update.... ANYWAYS...BYE ;)

HMMMMMMM.......

2006-07-10T10:05:00.000-05:00

Ok... Life at the moment is at a Hmmmmm.... Today will be the day that we will find out if we are to reside where we are at or look to relocate. I am not nervous about it but I would say I am alittle on the "wantaknow" side of it. Of course this does not primary involve me. It is my most important other. I will be doing a bunch of praying about it today.
The weather is back to it heatstroke tempature and I am constantly praying for those that are out there in it all day like my Father. Some do not have the choice to be in it or not and well, he is one of them. I use to know and sometimes I really miss it. Like most things in this world, for some reason we always think the grass is greener elsewhere or crave something different.
My little baby boy has 5 teeth now and is working on more. It is just so hard to believe that he is 9 months now, and he will be year in September. He is so funny. If I am cleaning house or just walking from one room to another, if he is on the floor crawling or in his walker, he will follow me where ever I go. If I am gone for any length time, you can bet that he will follow. He is getting really good at crawling. He is not quit as good as it as his sister was but he will be there soon. But like his sister, he loves to sit at the screen/glass door and just look out there are it all.
My girl is doing great. She will be starting Pre-K this year which means she is no longer a toddler girl. She is getting so tall and is as thin as a beanpole still. We are frequently fighting her to eat. She and a friend will be starting swimming lessons very soon. I know that she will do great and have great time as well. She loves to sing and dress up. I think I know where those comes from. For instances, I have been practicing a choir peice that I had a solo in for the last couple of weeks. On the way to church, I was practicing and from her booster area I hear a little soprano voice just singing away. After sing all the way through while listening to her and she asked me to play it again. It is just so precious to hear. She loves to sing and does often. Some times, the boy will join in as well.
As for as myself, I am trying to stay dedicated to working out. When you have a desk job and can't get any from the desk often, you can just imagine how the lbs can add and go right to those problem areas. Like I have told most, it is not to wear a different size, but to look and feel better. I have got to find some energy from somewhere to be able to keep up with both my active kids and hubby. Wish me luck, and would you pray that I can stick to my guns and honor the Lord is my promise. After all, He is the only one that will be able to really keep my stomach in tacked, RIGHT?!
Anyways, that is pretty much it. I know that I don't post pics much but I don't think very many poeple look at my blog anyways. SOOOOO.... If you do and would like some photos or something, let me know....
Till next time....GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU...LADYBUG

4th of July...

2006-07-06T16:01:00.000-05:00

Well, our 4th was not to bad. We got to send the entire day together -- our little family. The fireworks were good as well. We ventured to the great outdoors and watched our local community display this year, like we have for the last two years. It was short but worth it. We even got some rain that day as well. You forget what the smell of rain is like when it has not rained since October. I mean, over an inch at any time. It is getting pretty crisp. I love rain and the fact that it revives and renews life. After it rains here, it seems to clear the air of all the dust and grime of the day from the hot sun. Thanks so much GOD!!!!!
I hope that everyone has a great 4th. Our's could not have gotten much better....
LATERS!!!

Reunion and Teething...

2006-06-26T13:52:00.000-05:00

Well, as stated before here is the run down of this years reunion.
70 Poeple and numerous kids including two at the time on the way. I think it was determined that we had been doing this for about 50 years now, give or take a few I am sure. It was a pretty laid back and very quiet get together this year. There was not much water but the kids still loved it. It seemed this year that everyone was a little tired and disconnected from the whole thing. It was rather dull is what I would call it, in a good way. Most folks just went and did their own thing while others just hang out at the camp ground not doing more than just sitting about, resting. Most rolled in on Friday then came the onedayers on Saturday. Come Sunday it was a "pack-it-leave-it" day. As it has become a custom, we had a large lunch on Saturday and were then serenaded that evening by a couple in our family. Through out the whole weekend some played volleyball and horseshoes but no big matches or games developed. As part of the tradition, kids played in the waterhole while some adults and teens went in search for the CAVES and fishing holes. Like most reunions I have been to, the wives stayed put to watch the kids and to visit. A few years ago, dominoes, card and ball games were always going on through out the whole thing but it has seem to have died out in the last years. We would have families playing families and the guys playing the girls and on and one but not this year. I really think everyone was just too tired and woren out from the past year. I know I was and guess what I still am. It was nice to get back to nature and relax but I tend to be a grooch when I lack sleep. SORRY TO ALL ....
The days were hot and the evening started that way and then were cool in the mornings. BUT, to our dismay... the nights turned out to be even longer than the days. Just as we would turn in for the night, the boy was up and fit to be tide. After three nights of very little sleep and tons of tears, and yawns, apparently he is cutting/breaking/chewing 6 teeth at the same time. That would explain the long nights with lots of screams, cries, and sleepy days. It is not like him to be so clinky and crying all the time. After all he is our SMILER in our little family. Talk about surprised as to what was going on.... WHOA!!!! Most don't cut teeth but one at a time but not this boy. The doctor at his checkup this morning told us this and said that it could be a good think... "If you are not lacking energy and sleep.." I am just praying for a complete night of sleep soon. We thought maybe his stomach was hurting or his schedule was just off but according to the doc, it might have been some of those but it is mainly to the teeth matter...
We got to see so many that we have not seen in a long time. There were many children there and most from the next generations which included my little ones. It was great to see them all but we sure did miss the ones that did not get to make it too. A few of the regualors did not make if this year to our dismay. All in all, worth the time and yes even the crying baby. Sorry we kept everyone up half the night.
Well, back to the real world of running for the money of life. Til' next time....CHERRIO!!!!

Hair, Family, and Stuff

2006-06-20T08:48:00.000-05:00

Ok.... I have gone and done it and I think that I like it or at let for now. My hair was getting to the point when it was just too long and I would pull it up in a ponytail or put in a butterfly. What is the point of having pretty long hair if all I do or have time to do is pull it up and that is it? So I have taken the cut approach. Picture this: Me with hair a little longer than my shoulders to..... basically a modernized Audrey Hepburn look. Talk about change. So far I have been told that it looks great except from my better half. It is growing on him he said. QUESTION:
What is it with guys? Do they all love long hair and want all ladies to sport it?! It never has made much sense to me. I guess it gives them something to PLAY with or something. I don't get it. From my dad and my other half. Don't get me wrong, I like long hair and even had it almost down to my waist at one time. It is hot and sometime a totally pain to work with... If they like it long, they should try it and see how long they would last.
I have asked a few close friends of mine if they thought I looked good with short or long hair. Most have said that it was both. Some have said short and some as it was. WELL, here I am today with my audrey do and yes it takes a little bit to get it to COOPERATE in the morning but now I know what it feels like to be able to let your hair blow in the wind and still be able to brush it afterwards with not knots. PLUS if I don't like it, hair grows. I guess it is ok, as long as I am allowed to sleep in my bed and not the couch, hehehehehe.
This weekend is our annual family reunion. The reunion we have is a totally camp out event and getting to see those that we don't see through the year, literally. Most we don't even see thru the major holidays like Christmas and stuff. My hubby and I love to camp out and be in nature. I am positive my little ones will too. Except for those that like their A/C and home away from home, most everyone are in tents. Lots of food, laughs, and very little water this year but I guess we will find a waterhole somewhere, :)
This week my little girl is away at VBS with her mema and papa. I sure do miss her but I will see her soon. It is amazing how our lives seem to change. I have another at home but I still miss my girl. She will come home with her daddy at the end of the week and we will head out for the reunion.
I just wanted everyone to have an update on life and to also let you all know that I am blessed in many ways. From the loving family of God I have to the shoes and roof over my head. THANKS!!!! I will blog next week at the reunion to explain the whole shindig(?). Til' Nextweek.....CHERRIO!

GIRLS GETAWAY/WEEKEND

2006-06-05T12:15:00.000-05:00

Well, I met up with my sis and cuz in Austin this weekend and had a total blast. Friday we did not get to bed until 12:30 then Saturday @ 2:45. Left Sunday after lunch....
Friday we played cranium after we went to the Alamo draft house to discover that they were sold out of the movie we wanted to see. We then went to the Magnolia Cafe for a LATE dinner. So worth it... It was an experience and I would go back.... REALLY good. Saturday we got up and went in search for a purse, dress, and prego shopping. We finally caught our movie for lunch "The Break-up" and then went to the Mall afterwards. Movie was good and the food was amazing...even for eating in the dark and not really being able to see your food ;). Between the mall and movie house we sidetracked to a bead house and that was something. ALL those beads and so little time and money... After the mall we headed back to the apartment and took a dip in the pool and hot tub... After starting our creations, we decided that needed some more stuff so we headed out for Walmart. As we left W, we ordered PIZZA and watched an accident happen... Talked about scaring us all to death... It had to have hurt, not to mention it was really loud...We were in the next lane over at a light. They were going to have one long night ;( With pizza on the way, we decided we need some watching materials as well so be stopped and rent some movies then returned to the apartment. While we waited for our dinner, we watched our movies and BEADED. Before we left on Sunday we watched Amitville Horror--on TV... not to bad for being so old. Made it in that evening. All in all....
WE WILL HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN SOON...... THANKS CUZ....

MASSAGE

2006-05-23T09:46:00.000-05:00

Massage..... What a treat and relief of pain. I have had about 3 of them in my life and will be getting another one done today.... If you have never had one, once you do... you will more than likely go back for more. The ones that I have been to have been very polite in regards to your preferences of exposure and your comfort level. Most of you will find that the therapist doesn't want to exposure you more than is needed to treat your body. Privacy is totally respected...Just remember that each person does this, has their own method of treatment and results can vary on the treatment you receive( meaning some can be more aggressive in the treatment than others.)
It is just amazing how wonderful and relaxed you feel even during the massage and of course more so afterwards. It is a great treat to be pampered. If you ever need a relaxing moment and want to get away, this would be a great outlet for that. It melts away stress and is calming. Try it sometime!!! As for as my experiences....great each time.....

Life starting to move...

2006-05-20T08:51:00.000-05:00

Life so far in May has been quite slow but in the next couple of weeks until after June are going to be quite busy. My sister-in-law has PROM this weekend as well as there is a Birthday party for the kids the same day. Did I mention that I am also being a life donor?! I am a avid Blood donor and encourage those that I know to do it often. Next week, she will be graduating and I am singing the anthem for the event. That weekend as well is my daddy's families reunion. My hub and I have planned a trip on the last of the weekend for just us as well. TALK ABOUT BUSY!!!! That some week there is also a great church seminar that I would love to attend but I just can't do it this year!!!! In June (I think) is yet another reunion on my mom's side and I really like that one. It will last all weekend as well. June and July just happen to be large birthday months for us as well. I guess if I was bored and I will not be no longer. WOW!!!! Talk about head spinning and trying to come up for air....

ANYWAYS...
It is always good to know that there is something going on and that We are included in the event. It always is nice to know that you counted and that someone care about yah! Thanks to you all..... I love to sing if some of you did not know and anytime someone asks for me to (events) I will do my best and enjoy every minute.

TALK TO YALLS LATERS...CHEERIOS AND ALL THAT'S FUN.....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL!

2006-05-12T10:16:00.000-05:00

RELAY FOR LIFE

2006-05-08T09:07:00.000-05:00

I volunteered to do RELAY FOR LIFE this weekend and it was so amazing. It was truly a humbling experience and I feel so blessed to have been able to be apart of it. I saw many people that I had not seen in a long time and the emotion of the whole thing was engergizing and encouraging. I stayed until 10:30 or so while others stayed until the end at 6am. The event started at 6pm and ended at 6 am. During that time team members walked in shifts. I took the first shift for an hour with my mom when it was still rather warm, but so worth it. While my son slept in the stroller and my daughter ran about playing, I walked. There were many other funderaisers going on as well durring the walk. From Raffles to Cake Walks to Live entertainment and food. DEFINITELY WORTH THE EFFECT....

IF YOU EVER GET THE CHANCE TO DO THIS, YOU WON'T WANT TO MISS IT...

I learned first hand who had been affected by Cancer in our community. To see all of those come together for one unified purpose was "one not to miss"--Like most communities there are the ins and outs. I am sure that everyone has had someone in there life that has been effected by Cancer and knows that emotions of a disease that can strike at anytime and anyone.

May I always remember to be thankful for my blessings in my life and the inspirations that have effected it...

FUNNY's

2006-04-19T14:59:00.000-05:00

OK... this was around the weekend before Easter but I just had to tell all. The Cates come to Brackett and we went and played tennis. After little to no effort of playing tennis like 4 year olds...my Dad decided to get up and play Daniel. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIM!!!
After his boots hurt his feet, he kicked them off and on he went. IT WAS amazing....40+ and he can move quicker and skilled than I could. This coming from the one that played tennis in school and dad not. Then mom stepped up. LITTLE TO NO EFFORT...she started serving that little thing like a pro...it was kinda cool but scarry....WOWOW....I mean after all she did go to State twice...

Oh well....
Every once in while GOD reminds us that they still got it and in some of the most unexpected places....
THANKS MOM AND DAD...LOVE YAH!!!

QUIZ TIME....WHAT DESERT PERSONALITY ARE U?

2006-04-19T11:14:00.000-05:00

The Dessert Test
The concept of the test is very simple. Pick your favorite dessert from the list below. A team of cracked personality test writers have carefully researched each dessert and the people who choose them to come up with this chocolate-covered personality test.

Choose a Dessert:
· Angel Food Cake
· Brownies
· Lemon Meringue
· Vanilla cake with Chocolate Icing
· Strawberry Short Cake
· Chocolate on Chocolate
· Ice Cream
· Carrot Cake

Angel Food Cake
Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times.
Good for you.

Brownies
You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of under dogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.

Lemon Meringue
Smooth, sexy, & articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, but you have many friends

Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing
Fun-loving, sassy, humorous. Not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.

Strawberry Shortcake
Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You tend to melt. You can be overly emotional and annoying at times.

Chocolate on Chocolate
Face it, sexy, you are always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. You are not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. You love to laugh.

Carrot Cake
You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends.

FOLLOWING THE LIGHT...

2006-04-13T18:26:00.000-05:00

Hello to all....I don't know who checks my site and I know that is is few. So those of you who do, thank you and staying patient and there. There has not been much but I can tell you that Life for us has started to go down another path. After waiting for the Lord's open door, he has showed us the way. I am still with my job and I greatly enjoy it. I get to servie my country in a different way now. Now my spouse is as well. He got a GOV job and since to be very excited and of course over whelmed just little learning what it is to work for the GOV. My little ones and myself are leaning what it means to miss those that we love since his has to be away from us for a short time. We miss you hunny and can't wait to see you.

This last weekend we went to a Easter hunt at Church and it was so awwesome to see such a great turn out. Over half of the families there where not from our church...God was witnessing for sure. I know my little ones loved and it appeared others did as well.

Things are good for us and we are very excited to see what the Lord has in store for us. Thank you as well for all your prayers and being patient with me again. It is a pleasure to be able to share my trials and joys with all those that care.

I know that I am boring but I am trying to make it more exciting. So Happy Easter to you all. Just remember....
The Easter holiday reminds of the horrible death our Christ took on to save us. The things he saw in the cup in the Garden he had to drink....THANK YOU FOR WASHING ME CLEAN...

NEW WHEELS

2006-03-28T09:15:00.000-06:00

TRADED IN OUR OLD CAR FOR A NEW CAR!!!
2007 DODGE CALIBER

Keeping up with the Joneses...

2006-03-24T10:44:00.001-06:00

Ha I have decided that those two Joneses who are near and dear to my heart are impossible to keep up with. Sometimes they don't even know what the other one is up to. And they both have more to do in each day than 24hours allows. So any way as for keeping with the Joneses it is never ganna happen for me I can not even catch up with the Joneses.

Keeping up with the Joneses...

2006-03-24T10:44:00.000-06:00

UPDATE

2006-03-23T18:29:00.000-06:00

So life continues to speed one and here we are remembering the moments.

Life has been considerably slow for once lately and not much has been going on. My little ones continue to bring much delight into my life as does my wonderful husband and friend. We are still waiting to hear from the Lord as to what he has in store for us in the next year. Sometimes, I truly feel that I can be too impatient. Then again I guess it is not just me that it is that way. We recently had a bday party my my little girl and to make a long story short, It was a great great party until...
An Angry Mom showed up that had planned a party for that ssme day/same place we were. She started ranting and raving about how their party should have already started and that we had to leave
now. She had booked the place and we were in the way. WHOOPS!!!!
Apparently, I am NOT the only person in this world that gets impatient. I think on a more positive note that I handled it ok. Needless to say I let my anger rise which took a lot of work to hold back. I hope that I handled it in a mature and adult matter. ANYWAYS!!!!
WE are great on this end of life and just living it not to keep up with the JONES but to learn how to be CHRIST LIKE.....

PRAYERS PLEASE

2006-03-14T09:23:00.000-06:00

Once again I am calling on all my prayer family...
My nephew we just found out have Pheumonia and is just 6 months old. He got some hard core antibotics and a big boy shot to help him out. Not to mention his parents are worried as well. Thank goodness they caught it in time so he wouldn't have to be hospitalized... YUCK!!!!
Another loved one of mine is not getting any better.She has lived a long and tough life and has recently had a huge HEART problem. Well, she has been recovering and does not seem to be feeling much better. I am afraid that it is only a matter of time. The doctors were calling her the MIRACLE LADY...
SO PLEASE PLEASE!!!! Send up pray mercies for her and my nephew.

ON A MUCH BRIGHTER NOTE...
There are many of my family/friends that are expecting and it is soooo exciting. For some it is there first and some not, either way it is a miracle from GOD...I pray they their time will be peaceful and full of memories to tell their children...

I know the Lord will take care of them all, but it helps to know we can lift it to the LORD.Prayers go along ways!!!
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR THOUGHT AND CONCERNS!!!!

WEATHER

2006-03-13T09:52:00.000-06:00

Well, In southwest Texas I do believe we might have spring. We used to just go from Winter to Summer over night but it is possible we might be having a spring here. The wind is blowing like crazy and you guessed it, NO RAIN....
It is getting a little crispy here and not looking good for Summer. All over the lonestar state we are having fires everywhere and now it includes us too....WHOA!!! that was scarry!!!
OH well... The Lord will provide.
For those that read my postings please keep us in your prayers. Let's just say that we might be making a change in our lives soon and well.... We are on God's time not ours right.... Mainly for peace, guideness, and open hearts to his will.
My little ones are doing great and grow more every day. I am so blessed to have them in my life as well as all of you as my friends, and family. SO just to let you all know...
I love you all and you bless my life so richly....... THANK YOU; )

WHOA!!!

2006-03-07T10:26:00.000-06:00

Did we grow up in the same garden or WHAT!!! SUNNI

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

THIS IS COOL!!!!!!

ODE TO "SQUEAKY"

2006-03-07T10:20:00.000-06:00

Most of you probably did not know that my mom was raising a baby squirrel who she named squeaky.
Sometime last night sqeaky when to be with the other squirrel (passed away). SO here is to squeaky.
May your fur always be soft, your eyes keep a twinkle, and your belly always full. I know that my mom will
miss you and so will DESIREE my little girl. Thanks for the joy you brought into our lives!!!

This maybe the most accurate one for me or maybe not??

2006-03-06T10:40:00.000-06:00

You Are A Lily

What Flower Are You?

Sunni is Chocolate

2006-03-06T10:37:00.000-06:00

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Those that we love...

2006-03-01T15:12:00.000-06:00

This past weekend, we nearly lost a very important person in our lives. She is a true inspiration to my faith, blessing to have as family, and an honor to know and love. It must not have been her time because the Lord gave her the strength to hold on and hold out.

My I always remember to tell those that I love that I love them as frequently as I can. I pray that when my time comes, that I will as richly loved as she...
WE LOVE YOU!!!! and Thank you for leading the way for us..... ;)

INSIGHT

2006-02-16T10:05:00.000-06:00

IT HAS ALWAYS AMAZED ME HOW CHILDREN SEE THE WORLD COMPARED TO US, ADULTS!
I mean, my little girl loves the simple joys of her daddy swinging her and calling the goats (ranch) to come eat. There have been times when I have been driving down the road and watching out for deer or other drivers, and she says," Look Momma!" Instinctly what do I do. I look in the car. BUT what does she see, she sees a bird in the sky or something outside of my immediately thinking. This is my humble opinion on why CHILDREN can see heavenly things. I truly think that I am so wrapped up in my adult world and what is going on around ME, that I forget to look at the big picture. When we see a flower in a field, they see the wind blowing, the bird in the sky, and so much more. They just amaze me. I totally believe that a CHILD is so openminded that they see HEAVENLY THINGS when we don't. We all know that they are always there guiding and protecting us but we don't see them.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT... I love my daughter and newborn son and I can't wait to learn from them how to LOVE and see life as a child. Matthew 18:2-4 supports my reasoning:

He called a little child and had him stand among them.And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.

WHAT IS YOUR THOUGHT ;)?

****DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head (Luke 12:6-8 NIV:Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies[a]? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. 7Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows), and he gave his only son for you John 3:16 KJV-For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.)
****

Sunni's Candy

2006-02-14T14:10:00.000-06:00

I am not sure how accurate this description is any way here are my results

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

HAPPY VALENTINES!

2006-02-14T10:20:00.000-06:00

--VALENTINES SWEETIES--

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

WEEKEND...

2006-02-13T11:50:00.000-06:00

My weekend basically started with Thursday. My sis came over with her newbee, Kody and we stayed at my parents late giving the boys and my girl all a bath. It was quit an interesting bath. With my girl splashing with two newbees in the tub as well, it was a very wet and slippery affair.. But worth it. Friday I went into work early so that I could leave early. Well, early was not quit what happened. It was later than I had planned but with kiddos you never know. OH WELL....

Well, we went to the San Antonio Stockshow because my sister-in-law was showing in it and this will be her last year. She grads from HS this year and will be moving on to REALITY....College. It was fun. I tell you, if you like shopping, they got it there. The exhibits are pretty cool. SIDENOTE: She got a 4th out of 127 show-ers.

That is pretty good. We went down on Friday and came back on Sunday. We stayed with my Aunt in Boerne and had some cousins in too. We had a great time. We = included my parents as well.

THEN... I woke up this morning and was thinkin that it was a holiday. That is until I got a call about 8:45 from my boss. I got ready in a rapid 5 minutes and was headed that way. I tell you what though, it is amazing how BEHIND I feel. WOW... Note to self... CHECK CALENDAR better...hehehe

FOR THOSE PROCRASTINATORS....
Remember Valentines is TOMORROW!!! You can go to http://www.proflowers.com and they will ship the flowers you choose STRAIGHT from the growers to the recipient. They are always fresh and they usually have some that you can get next day.... I so totally recommend them for a gift. You just can't go wrong with flowers.... hehehehe

HAPPY VALENTINES....

LAST ONE...Maybe?!

2006-02-09T13:36:00.001-06:00

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

ANOTHER?!

2006-02-09T13:36:00.000-06:00

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft
Your personality is fresh and understated

What Scent Are You?

QUIZZZZZZ

2006-02-09T13:13:00.000-06:00

Here is another quiz/survey. If you want to create one and post on your site... GO FOR IT!!! It is kinda interesting.... I picked a few that I liked but there are much more on the site... ENJOY!!!

You Are an Orange Rose

You represent desire and enthusiasm

Your vibe: Sexy yet familiar

Falling in love with you: happens instantly - it's a fast ride

What Color Rose Are You?

CHEESE WITH MY WINE!!!

2006-02-09T09:22:00.000-06:00

OK... SO I WAS WHINING... Everybody has those days. Seriously though.... I really hope my brain checks back in soon, I am getting cobwebs and I am not use to the silence (marbles rolling around in my head, get it....hhehehehe..) okay... YAH !
N*E*WAYS!
Today so far has been good. I am addicted to this thing I think. I was just thinking... Have you noticed how every time the news comes on and it goes to a commerical, that when you change to another channel it is also on a commerical break too. So much for getting your news in 15 minutes by channel surfing... I think it is a ploy(?).... You know, "We don't want our veiwing rate to drop so lets throw in a commerical at the same time as everyone else..." VERY SNEAKY...
I will say, they know what they are doing. UNLESS you fine Headline or Fox News...hehehe

Whatever...That is about the most of it...
FOR THIS MOMENT...
DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head and he gave his only son for you

Changes in Mind and Body--NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT :{

2006-02-08T10:29:00.000-06:00

I have not posted in a while because of my SURVEY but I thought it was time to post again. Well, my huby has been looking for a job recently and we have been praying that the Lord will guide us where he wants us. He has had interviews in town and applied for others out of town. If out of town, we might need to move if not well, that is obvious. We are not completely happy with being here but then again Job was not happy about somethings God asked of him but like JOB we are going to make the most of what the Lord wants of us. Life is what you make of it RIGHT?!!
It is a long story in it's self... If you want to know, ask... It is a long one and I don't want to fret over spilled milk....We know that the Lord will let us know. We should know about the one locally Monday as far as the other, it will be awhile.
Life is never easy but sin has made it that way not God. It is how we handle it that makes the difference.

Myself I am just trying to figure out a new way to OPERATE. Ever since my new one has come into the world, it appears my effiency has gone out the window as well as my memory. Last week I lost my keys and could not remember where I had left them. What do you know 3 days later, they were in my shoes I took off outside. I have resorted to writting everything down to remember. That is bad.... I sure hope when my son gets older that I get it together or might forget my name. In my job being efficent is what I survive on and makes me that much more capable. I guess only time will tell....
Mondays Comics currently is my life... BABY BLUES---San Antonio Express NEWS.
The only thing I am efficent at is being inefficent ANYMORE!!!!
Did I mention that I am clumsy...! Yesterday I accidentally knocked over some very special milk just after I had collected it (Those that are or have breastfeeded, will know what I mean. I was able only save about 1/2 oz. I was so sick and sat and cried... I can only get better right?!

SAD but I will get over it..... blahhhhh...

-----DO YOU KNOW JESUS BECAUSE HE KNOWS YOU. God knows every hair on your head and he gave his only son for you!------

My survey too

2006-02-03T10:15:00.000-06:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Sunni
Birthday:	January 25, 1982
Birthplace:	San Antonio
Current Location:	Texas
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	light brown
Height:	5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
The Shoes You Wore Today:	flip flops
Your Weakness:	People Pleasing
Your Fears:	Snakes mostly and the dark outside I know silly
Your Perfect Pizza:	Mushrooms hamburger and sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	memorizing scripture and being a mom
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	No clue
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Kody please go back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature:	My legs??
Your Bedtime:	Kody time (newborn)
Your Most Missed Memory:	playing with my Papas
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	Group I guess with my bro- in law and soon to be sis inlaw
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate except in pudding then Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino I am drinking one my Pastor brought right now
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	nope
Do you Sing:	yep
Do you Shower Daily:	Nope I take baths
Have you Been in Love:	Yep still am
Do you want to go to College:	I have and no but I will finish
Do you want to get Married:	I am
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes I guess
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Yep since Kody got here
Do you think you are Attractive:	nope
Are you a Health Freak:	nope I wish maybe I would be attractive if I was
Do you get along with your Parents:	I like to think so
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yep great time to cuddle in bed with hubby
Do you play an Instrument:	Baddly yep
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes I had wine on my b-day
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yep I got my nails done on my b-day
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Does in the choir count
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	Not sure ask my husband
Ever been Beaten up:	Yep in Junior High But I did fight back agianst 6 girls
Ever Shoplifted:	nope I was with someone who did In Junior High
How do you want to Die:	In my sleep I guess
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	A Mom oh Guess that I am grown up then
What country would you most like to Visit:	USA I live here but there is alot of it I want to Visit
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Brown
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	Daniel's Height
Weight:	Daniel's Wieght
Best Clothing Style:	Daniel's non Style
Number of Drugs I have taken:	Prescription or over the counter meds who knows
Number of CDs I own:	alot
Number of Piercings:	two one in each ear
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I would have to say my mouth as well
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

MY FAMILY

2006-02-01T13:16:00.000-06:00

ONE OF OUR GOOD PHOTOS but little bit is upset...OH WELL...

2006-02-01T13:07:00.000-06:00

Somethings about me.

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Jo
Birthday:	Sept
Birthplace:	San Antonio, Tx
Current Location:	Brackett, Tx
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Mules
Your Weakness:	Self-Esteem
Your Fears:	Not Telling
Your Perfect Pizza:	a little Hamburger with my CHEESE
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get in shape, grow closer to God
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Messenger...? Don't gotye
Thoughts First Waking Up:	5 more minutes PLEASE
Your Best Physical Feature:	Smiles or eyes
Your Bedtime:	Connor time (Newborn)
Your Most Missed Memory:	Christmas with Grandmothers
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Neither- DQ
Single or Group Dates:	Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Litpon TOTALLY
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Swirl
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Either
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	Try not to
Do you Sing:	Love too..
Do you Shower Daily:	Of Course
Have you Been in Love:	Everyday--just might not like them sometimes
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	going on 7 years
Do you belive in yourself:	only thru CHRIST
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	Depending on the Mood...not all phys you know
Are you a Health Freak:	No
Do you get along with your Parents:	Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Like them because they fullfill a promise to the world from GOD
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes-Huby
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	the only thing we have here-YES
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes-Church
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes
Ever been Beaten up:	yes---Elementary
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	loved :)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	a GROWN UP
What country would you most like to Visit:	Ireland/Wales (Family Heritage)
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Hazel/Green
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long Hair:	Short
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	althetic
Best Clothing Style:	preppy-country
Number of Drugs I have taken:	never
Number of CDs I own:	25-30
Number of Piercings:	ears only- 2 in each
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	a few---mostly to my big mouth
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

CHANGES--- ;)

2006-02-01T12:12:00.000-06:00

OK for some reason I just can't seem to leave my template alone. I can't decided which one I like. SORRY ABOUT THAT. I think I will just keep it this way and get over it.... :)

Hidy Ho

2006-02-01T10:47:00.000-06:00

Just wanted to drop a line and say Hidy Ho to all can not stay to chat since the Kody Bear has decided sleep is for the birds and fussing is for the Kody. Asta...

Update on Sum ;)

2006-01-31T18:29:00.000-06:00

Ok...
In the previous post, I talked about my grandfather being ill and we were not sure about this week. Later that afternoon we found out that he was just dehydrated and would be fine. In other words, We went to my Sis's Bday dinner and had a great time.
I was wrong however about going to an event this week. It is next week and we will just have to see.

Today I lost a co-worker who I have grown to admire and greatly appreciate. She is going to continue her higher learning and could not stay here. I will miss her every much and I am sure the rest of the team that I work with will too. She is just such an amazing person and awesome friend. We visited frequently (everyday) and I greatly enjoyed getting to know her (what little I could :) ).I will never forget her and hope to keep in touch with her as well.

SO here's to you my friend. May you be richly blessed in all you do and be guided by the Lord come what may. YOU GO GIRL!!!!

SUM ;) OF JANUARY AND TODAY!

2006-01-30T12:54:00.000-06:00

From ringing in the new year to today.... It has been busy. With littles at home and life around us in fast forward, it always seems to leave you standing in a room that is spinning. You truly begin to know how thankful you are when the one you rely on is ill and away for a few days. The word fatigue takes on a different meaning when it is both physical and emotional. THANK YOU HUBBY!!!

On a different note, if you ever get the opportunity to go CALLING do it.
At first it can be a little creepy in the complete dark with just a light and not knowing is out there, but it can be addicting. (CALLING=At night with just a flashlight or spotlight, and a sound system playing wounded animal sounds)You would be amazed what that little sound box can bring up. It truly is a sport in itself and is a way to preserve and protect the earth and helpless animals.

This week just got complicated... My sis had a birthday last week but we, whole family, were planning on going to dinner together today. HOWEVER, my mom's dad has just been taken to the ER and it does not look good. This might be one REALLY long week. On top of the, I have a long drive a head of me this week for church choir and we had been planning on going to an event this week, and I am not sure if we will be able to go. It all waits on my Grandfather....

I guess only time will tell.... Sitting here praying that Lord will have his will. NOT MATTER WHAT IT IS...

POSTED

2006-01-27T23:16:00.000-06:00

HELLO TO ALL...
I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE THIS A TRY TO BE ABLE TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH CONTACTS..
PLEASE BE PATIENT... I AM NEW TO THIS THING... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
THANKS FOR STOPPING BY :)